Still having tots of Z

Oct 18 Aft
Got back from medical check up. Was feeling tired and did my shoonya. Feel much rested and now at Cafe doing my writing.

Soul
Had tots of Z. I wonder whether he misses me. Just checked our cards.

Me - Slowing - hopes are fading away. Their disappearance making space for a new quality of stillness and acceptance of what is and u r able to welcome this development in a way u have never been able to before. Savour this quality of slowing down, of coming to rest and recognising that u r already at home.

Him - Schizophrenia - indecisive causing him unhappiness.

Soul
I got no hopes on him. He is so dense, I think he follows his mind. He takes pride on it. How to let go?

3. Composite Energies
Maturity
Joy and maturity cannot be diminished by externals. I have come to a time of centeredness and expansiveness.

4. The Insight
Guilt

Soul
Not sure what this means.