Courage is a compulsory requirement for a religious person

Oct 12

Father, had a good sleep and woke up 5.20 am when alarm rang. Did my practices and is fine. But without the kapala bhakti, somehow there is remnants of stale breathe from previous day.

Tots of Sy came into pix, defenses came in. This time I asked why so much tots. What am I afraid of? Then I knew its because I want to protect my corporate face. We have done so many retrenchment without any issue, so why now happen to me? Then I knew I can lose it. I too feel bad on Sy, that's why I propose to pay the 50% hospitalisation. Either way a cut was inevitable, its either her or the FM.

Miss Z and wanted to share with him my peri-meno and also the office issues. And I got Osho card which indicates for me to forget the past and start afresh, jump in. Well, I don't want to listen. Limits is up. Let me decide and said NO to part timer. I want a committed rship. I noticed he just changed his profile pix with his own photo. I knew it is to remind me. I knew he miss me too. But let's not go back. What I want is committed rship and my partner with me during new year dinner. Not sure how this will happen. But I will that it happens.

Osho - Daya
I repeat the word courage again and again, because the divine is still unknown. It is an unknown wine.
The journey of sannyas is about being alone. Meditation is the process through which u become alone.
Courage is a compulsory requirement for a religious person. A violent person can become religious, an angry person can become religious, a sexual person can become religious but a coward can never become religious

Soul
Exactly what I tot. To be religious, to transform, needs energy. Only if u have it and not afraid to use it, u can transform.

Osho
If u don't give up cowardice, u cannot give up money, u cannot give up rships, u cannot give up anger. Take the first step by giving up cowardice. Then u have become strong, then u can give up anything.

Soul
I have given up money, and perhaps now I can give up unrequited love too, to give up Z.

Osho
Have a little courage, be daring, accept the challenge to enter into the unknown and unfamiliar a little and u will not be alone. The divine is with u. But before it can be truly with u, u must show courage to be alone. The divine is with those who are alone.

Soul
Amen.

Osho
What loss is there if one does not attain the divine?
So far what is there in ur life anyway? U go on living being pushed this way and that. U keep going because there is nothing else u can do. U keep on going till u die.
There are 2 basic desires: sexual desire and the desire for death. Sexual desire keeps pushing a person on. And somewhere far deeper, a hope remains that because life is utterly useless, death will come - if not today then tomorrow - and everything will be alright. Is there anything else in ur life except waiting for death?