Christ Returns msg is similar to Sadhguru - avoid spiritual see-saw

Oct 21

Father, I didn't sleep well yday cos I slept nearly 1 am and then woke up about 5 am. Then I slept back and wake up at 6.45 am and went for my morning walk. But despite my tiredness, there is a lightness to my steps and I sang guru pooja in my mind and hum some tunes.

Father, I finally see the volunteering as what it was, a tool. I am now here to check the sound system. Alas, nothing to check and I pester for earlier testing. Father, I m surprised, the old me would have reacted. Came all the way and nothing to see. But now I just go away quietly.

Fifth Letter
I want u to understand fully, that nowhere has it been made clear in ur New Testament that I brought a teaching completely opposed to the teachings in the Old Testament and therefore the New Testament as a true record of my life and teachings cannot be trusted or accepted or believed.

I am here to tell u that when u have purified ur consciousness of the gross human tots and feelings pertaining to the ego-drive, and persevere in meditation and a lifting up of ur consciousness to the Universal, u will begin to feel the spiritual power invading ur mind and eventually ur whole body.
I have come to help u remove the barriers by enlightening ur present ignorance and teaching u how to open ur consciousness - ur entire being - to the inflow of THAT WHICH BROUGHT YOU INTO BEING.

True contact with the Source of ur Being, is only experienced when u have sufficiently cleansed ur consciousness of the gross human ego-drive and have spent some time in meditation and a regular emotionally powerful 'reaching out' in consciousness to ur Source seeking contact and renewal and refreshment of Spirit.
This is the true purpose behind existence. A constant and mutual reciprocation of communication between the Source of all Being and creation.

Soul
I can identify this with Isha practices and monthly Sathsang which is a meeting with the Truth.
Father, I was losing faith in practices when I lost Z. But now with these Letters on Christ Return, it somehow affirms my path and I felt reconnected to Sadhguru again. My faith is back. On Z, life is not serious, what will be will be.

Father, I wanted to share with Z, I wanted to share with P and then V on my return. But alas, I didn't. Need not announce my arrival.

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Daily, sincere meditation and prayer will enable a mental cleansing to take place and gradually TRUTH and UNDERSTANDING will replace the old myths which once were dear to u.

Soul
I may not have indoctrinated religious teachings or beliefs but my self-will is strong. That's why for me, the break up is on my personality, my personal likes and dislikes.

Fifth Letter
Doubt destroys steady progress because it creates its own 'consciousness forms' which will suppress and even eradicate the insight u had gained previously. Therefore ur choice of tots - belief or disbelief, doubt or faith - construct or destroy ur progress in ur search for TRUTH. Any denial erases from ur consciousness the progress which has been previously made.

Soul
No wonder. When my faith drop, diligence in practices drops, I become lazy and now hata is stretched and I cannot feel my subtle body.

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Furthermore the higher u ascend in spiritual truth, the more powerful do ur tots become.

Soul
Aiyoh. No wonder the drop was so fast when I lost faith after I lost Z.

Fifth Letter
Therefore, create and hold fast to ur own spiritual momentum and allow no one to intrude and undermine that momentum. Hold firm to ur former perceptions. In times of doubt, cruise along in positive tots, using enlightening affirmations, clinging to earlier inspirational guidance when ur consciousness frequencies of vibrations were higher.
By use of ur willpower, choosing affirmations containing 'golden nugget' of spiritual Truth, return to this higher level of consciousness again and again. Do not, through mental laziness, wholly surrender to the ebb and flow of spiritual consciousness energies and become a spiritual 'see-saw'.
I cannot emphasize this danger of self-obstruction strongly enough. Become actively aware of it. If u know anything of the accounts of my life in Palestine, u will recall that I, too, suffered the phenomenon of ebb and flow of spiritual consciousness and found it necessary to absent myself in the hills to pray and meditate and renew my spiritual strength.

Therefore, understand ur 'dry' periods, but do not give way to them by yielding passively to an undesirable change in ur attitudes and mental/emotional patterns. As u conscientiously draw upon ur Source of Being for new strength and upliftment of ur consciousness frequencies, so will these negative periods be greatly reduced in strength and duration.
I repeat, at all times, beware how u use ur minds! Let ur mind activity always be constructive that it may contribute to ur own spiritual growth rather than its constant hindrance.

Soul
This is really true. I was in a low ebb when I lost Z, let go of new job and I give way by reducing my practices, self-pity as I tot investment no longer worth the price