Whoever need my sharing, will come

Oct 18
Father, I put alarm at 6 am today. Body woke up 5 plus but I was not keen to wake up. Woke up upon alarm and did guru pooja, bit of breathing , followed by shakti and shambavi. I feel good.

Father, yday I read an article of selflessness is required in caring for children. I then knew I can't be selfless and hence said no to children.

Yday I dreamed Z came to our house and mom was shocked to hear about him being my boyfriend. I told her that Z is not.

Had listened to two Sadhguru youtube video. There is one topic on Success with Sadhana. He said about going nowhere if we r split. The energy wants to expand and here we want to limit ourselves. We must choose. He said effort may be required but it is not necessary.

Mmm, looks like my Total cholesterol is 6 and Bad cholesterol 4 plus. Base line for total cholesterol is 5.5. But I have improved bad cholesterol from 4.9 to 4.3.

Looks like I have to control diet. Will focus on fish rather than meat.

Fourth Letter
The Law of Existence: What u carry in ur minds and hearts will eventually externalise in ur body, life and world.


Soul
This morning tot of my website being delayed again as there is no response from freelancers.
Then I said God will direct whoever who needs my sharing. Just like my blog, there are about 15 hits daily.
Suddenly today, I got to meet Ha, a fellow RA and she wants to do yoga and tot of following me to India in Dec. We both also tot of RA is a blessing. I intro her to IshaKriya. Yea, God will led whoever needs me to me. I need not search. Her medical appt was supposed to be next week but accelerated to today, a coincidence.

She is already in her 12th year of RA and now need medicine infusion. She has grown old. Father, looking at her, I am motivated back to be on my yoga path.

The Universe is answering my calling.
On hata yoga refresher. Coincidentally, there are changes to suria and asanas and I can't join cos I am outstation. So it was perfect that I be in ashram for hata yoga refresher.