Saturday, October 13, 2012

Still having tots of Z

Oct 6
Father, I swam today. Did half free style and half breast stroke. The breast stroke has improved but my breathe blowing is still big.

Had tots of Z but I waived it off. Time for letting go. He is fine and I need not worry about him. I remind myself I want a real partner.


Oct 6 Eve
Father, last time I consciously deleted his account and I was fine. Why now I felt "bad" even when the account was accidentally deleted. Why do I need to tell him? What do I hope to gain???? Why?v

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