Tiredness a sign of pre-menopause

Oct 4 Aft

Osho
Devotion is a part of love and so is the world. The impurity in love is the world, and the pure devotion hidden in that love is the divine. So a discerning person will seek out the divine in love.


Oct 4 Eve
Father, I am tired. It is just 10 pm, maybe this is a symptom of pre-menopause. Been having tots of Z every two hour or so. Just now when I was driving, imagination of us together came in, it was so far etched that I laughed it off. Let's just accept the ending. Another tot of Z just came in, I told myself just accept the endings and tots will finally end.

Osho
If I cling to a thing, it means it has meaning for me. And if I renounce it, then also, in a negative sense, it has meaning for me, because I think I will suffer if I don't give it up.

We all want to reduce our happiness into pain and suffering. Since we don't want to part with happiness, we cling to it and it is clinging that turns it into suffering.
We very much desire to be rid of pain and suffering and for this very reason our suffering deepens. But if we accepts suffering and stay with it for awhile, it will be transformed into happiness.

The feeling of suffering stems from its being unfamiliar, but it will not take u long to become familiar with it. The same is the case with happiness. Familiarity changes everything.