Christ Return made me Return too

Oct 15 Aft
Father, there is something on the letters. As I was driving, suddenly I burst out into tears and cried for a while and then start to laugh.

Not sure why, I too felt resurrected as if I too have returned.

Just did my shoonya. I was laughing loads. Not sure why.

Second Letter
Jesus told them it was man himself, who, through wrong thinking and wrong behaviour, shut himself off from the Father within him, and man alone, by first repenting and then by mental-emotional cleansing, could find his own way back to full contact with the Father.

They would experience the Kingdom of Heaven themselves to the extent they set aside the demands of "self" and served other people. They would witness the healings and these would increase their faith and give them the courage to endure any discomforts of the journey.

Soul
Mmm, not sure about that.

Second Letter
You judge ur todays and expect ur tomorrows what u have experienced in the past. Therefore, are the ills of ur yesterdays continually repeated in the future.
U r enslaved by ur memories and ur undeviating belief that what was past must return again and again to burden and wound u.
U do not need to heal ur bodies or try to make ur lives better, u need to heal ur beliefs!
If u could heal all ur beliefs, bring ur beliefs into line with the Father's true intention for u, the wrong beliefs governing ur bodies and lives, would dissolve like mist in the sun.

By indulging ur fearful tots, anxieties and feelings of hopelessness, u r creating the very conditions u want to rectify. U r doing all these bad things to urself.

Soul
Yea. I am SAFE.

Second Letter
When u enter the Kingdom of God, u have a good feeling. U feel happy and joyous. The Kingdom of God where happiness is a state of mind which cannot be touched by the outer world with all its cares and worries.

Soul
That's where I goes every day. That's my bank account of joy. No matter how bad my day, I just closed my eyes I am in, joyful again.


Second Letter
So, if u want to change ur lives - change ur tots,
Change ur words arising from those tots,
Change ur actions arising from the tots.
What is in ur minds will create all ur experiences, ur sickness, poverty, unhappiness and despair.

Soul
I knew that

Second Letter
Give and give abundantly and rejoice that u have gifts to give to those in need because u give so will ur gifts be restored to u in the way u most need them. Give with happy hearts, give in the faith and knowledge that where there is lack in ur lives, so will the Father do Its LOVE WORK abundantly in u - and for u.


Soul
I cannot give cos I tot I don't have. I am protecting what I have I am protecting myself. I need to protect myself cos I don't feel safe. I don't feel abundance.

Here the msg said if I give where I can joyfully, I get paid back in other areas where I am lacking. It may not be in the same area.

Second Letter
Do nothing with heavy heart because a heavy heart is what u will continue to have.
Give everything with joyous spirit, that everything in ur life may bring to u only joy and spiritual insight.

If u r anxious about tomorrow. If u r complaining about tomorrow, u r making ur tomorrows burdensome and weary even before u get to them. Why do it? What good will it do for u? When did anxiety ever accomplish anything for u?
Do not dwell on things u do not have. Dwell on the things which can be urs if u turn to the Father within and ask in perfect faith, believing u will receive.