My Being is dependent on my investment in spiritual path

Oct 18 Eve

Miss Z. Such irony. When he was away in Europe for 2 weeks, I don't miss him. But now he is back, I yearn for him. But I don't want to go back.

Fourth Letter
No matter what u do, what u possess, the position u occupy in life, there is no limit to ur potential development for good. There is no limit to the potential grandeur and glory of ur being.

Ur only limitation is the amount of time and energy, u r prepared to devote to mediating on ur SOURCE of BEING and opening ur human consciousness to enter into IT and receive IT into ur mind.

Soul
Guess the more diligent ur in meditation, the more human conscious we become.

Fourth Letter
U can do much damage with ur thinking and feeling. Damage to others and damage to urself. Therefore, guard them - tools of ur creativity - well, and at all times turn to the "Father", and ask for relief for any tot which is contrary to true unconditional love. According to ur power and the sincere faith in which u raise ur mind to Divine Consciousness, ur tots will be imbued with new life and love.

When men and women are nearing an equal balance of male and female natures within themselves, their task in life is to transcend their sexual drive through achieving unconditional love for all people and directing the drive itself into pure creativity - such as the arts. Of such people are "Masters' made, masters of themselves, masters of creativity, masters of human consciousness, masters of 'matters'.

Soul
I have just started on perimenopause, does this means I am nearing my equal balance and need to transcend my sexual drive. Surprisingly while I miss Z and I enjoy our sex, I am not stuck on it.

Mmm, on my creativity, nothing is happening at the website areas. Also recently been thinking of catering for Arthritic people. They are the ones that really need help vs others. They are the one who is in chronic suffering and hence is more receptive.