Acceptance of the absence of Y

Apr 14 eve 1

Y is not my match. That's all I know. Y knows it too and hence opted out.

From Facebook
Sometimes we don't need to understand everything. We just need to have a little faith.

Soul
That's what I need now.

Drive back without a tot of Y. Had shower and didn't think of him.
Just did my evening practices.
There were no cries. Excerpt one part my mouth suddenly exhale and open very wide like this morning.
Body and energy is fine with the closure. It's just my mind that playing trick.
Breathing was lovely. Just loving myself, singing and clapping.
Shoonya went in real deep.
Amen.

After my practices I went out to give my thanks to Akash. After all the thanks. Only a tot came of  Y, he is not my match. That's all to it. Amen.

Spiritual Astrology
Lunar in Scorpio
U r learning lessons relaying to ur value system:
Not being swayed in ur values;
How to share ur values;
Overcoming negative manipulative traits; and
Taking responsibility for ur sexual behavior.

Once ur energy is aligned with something u believe in, something u have tested and know to be worthwhile and beyond reproach in its integrity, u pledge yourself to it with ur whole heart. The principle, person or cause then become ur value: it can contain ur energy and make use of ur tremendous strength, and u can find peace in it.


Soul
I said Sadhguru proven to me beyond any doubt. I trust him fully. I know he able to contain my energy. With Sadhguru I can just let go.
That's also why I would never let it fall.

Lunar in Scorpio