Y finally got engaged

Apr 13 eve
Today Sathsang's purification meditation caught me by surprise. The bubble of anger was small. Bubble of jealousy and resentment was big and so was fear.
I felt purified.

After Sathsang I saw the message from Y that he got engaged and to be married and my heart thumped.Y messaged me just after Sathsang started. He got engaged a few days ago and to be married in two weeks.
 Sadness came but I still wish him well. On normal chatting mode. My friend saw me and asked if I m sad over Y's marriage and I said yes.
But there is no anger as he has been upfront with me, unlike Z. We didn't have an intimate relationship. We were just at the brink and he pulled out. So there was no anger, unlike with Z.
Today Osho card was on ice-olation. Just now I sat infront of my shrine and cried a bit. And at least I admitted to friend about my sadness. I also informed A and G about it.

His Saturn in Jack of Hearts, sacrificing and Uranus in Hearts was correct. He sacrificed and unexpectedly got himself married. At first tot of sharing but no point. He is gone. So best that got cleared and make room for new beginning.

Sarah miller.
Still, it is also possible that this solar eclipse will "eclipse out? a male friend. Perhaps a friend is getting married or moving away, or is taking a new job, very different from the one he had before, and now you have few things in common. You know you can keep in touch, but clearly, things have changed, and your friend will have a different lifestyle from now on. This is life, but be happy in knowing new people will be pouring into your life too, and you will be excited by the friendships you form.

Soul
Unexpected the two boys went off for hata yoga training. Will miss them.
Also Y got married.
Hope others coming