Queen of Spades - everything as it should be

Apr 14 eve

Ruling
Queen of Spades
Nine of Hearts

Queen of spades is known as the card of self mastery. This means creating more success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.
Queens have their greatest power in the feminine, receptive mode. To truly receive, we must attain that state of mind in which we allow everything to come to us without hesitation. It is the spiritual aspirant who learns to master themselves instead of spending all their time trying to change external circumstances.

This is a highly spiritual influence that could indicate a time where you have some profound experiences of awakening and self-realisation.
There are bound to be some interesting experiences during this period that lift u to new levels of understanding and awareness.

Soul
Mmm, same as the flying card

7. Arrival of new level of understanding - Receptivity
 Receptivity represents the feminine, receptive quality of water and of the emotions. Her arms are extended upwards to receive, and she is completely immersed in the water. She has no head, no busy and aggressive mind to hinder her pure receptivity. And as she is filled she is continuously emptying herself, overflowing, and receiving more. The lotus pattern or matrix that emerges from her represents the perfect harmony of the universe that becomes apparent when we are in tune with it. The Queen of Water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without any expectations or demands.

Soul
Got my answer..
Such a paradox..me a control freak and the answer lies in Acceptance..
Amen...
I can breathe now..
I feel a light growing within me..
Everything is as it should be.
This is the dissolving of Seven of Hearts.
When I can let others be..I can allow myself to be..
When I let Y goes, i can allow myself to get a break from local Isha.
I can love myself.
Amen..
Everything as it should be...