Osho tarot - The flying cards

Apr 14 mor 1
A positive tot came. Instead of thinking why they hitch up with others so quickly, when they broke off with me. I can think that they are not right for me and since I got Two of Diamonds, issue on holding on, the Universe helps me by getting them hitched quickly so as to provide me the closure I need.

My Daily Card
The Seven of Diamonds
The Seven of Diamonds is one of the spiritual money cards. When it appears we are always confronted with how attached we are to our money and given an opportunity to experience the real prosperity that comes with an attitude of gratitude.

Whether it is about money, plans to make money, or love, situations will present themselves that test our faith in the abundance of the universe. By realizing and then releasing our fears, we can transform our attachment into total fearlessness and personal freedom.

Soul
Yes...instead of dwelling on closure..
Let me remember Nine of Diamonds and faith in the abundance of the universe.

Afternoon
Suddenly tot of Y.
Myself a bit of sad case, still pining bit for him despite the 'end' in mid January.
Now is mid April, 3 months.
Guess part of me hope that Samyama changes him.
Well it did, but not in my favour.
Lets not brew...
Just remember all loss is good for me this year.
Let me have Faith and Trust in the abundance of Universe.
The Universe brought me so far...
Let me believe it...

Just now saw the mail from Local Isha...I truly don't want to take up another assignment.
I just want to focus on my own writing.
Haven't been doing for the past one year. Need to re-start back.
Have emailed P that I needed a break.
Will re-look at it when I am back after Kailash.
Even if I can't find someone to love me, at least I must love myself.
Reading the Lunar in Scorpio made me realised that I truly need to go back to myself.

Just now check Y's destiny card. Yes, it be  Ace of Heart in 15 May, thats after his wedding. Looks like a new relationship beginning.
Father, while I am happy for him, I am bit sad for myself.

When is my turn?
I am trying to stay positive...
Anyway, now checking The Flying Card.
Need some help.

The Flying Card
1. Here and Now - Fighting
An explosive temper or a smoldering rage often masks a deep feeling of pain. We think that if we frighten people away, we can avoid being hurt even more. In fact, just the opposite is the case. By covering our wounds with armor we are preventing them from being healed. By lashing out at others we keep ourselves from getting the love and nourishment we need. If this description seems to fit you, it's time to stop fighting. There is so much love available to you if you just let it in. Start by forgiving yourself; you're worth it.

2. Resistance Card - Friendliness
You relate; as long as things are moving beautifully, you share. And if you see that the moment has come to depart because your paths separate at this crossroad, you say goodbye with great gratitude for all that the other has been to you, for all the joys and all the pleasures and all the beautiful moments that you have shared with the other. With no misery, with no pain, you simply separate." Osho . It is the birth of a higher, more loving quality born of the fullness of experience. It is the birth of a love that is truly unconditional, without expectations or demands.

3. Response - Iceolation
"We are miserable because we are too much in the self. What does it mean when I say we are too much in the self? And what exactly happens when we are too much in the self? Either you can be in existence or you can be in the self – both are not possible together.
In our society, men in particular have been taught not to cry, to put a brave face on things when they get hurt and not show that they are in pain. But women can fall into this trap too, and all of us at one time or another might feel that the only way to survive is to close off our feelings and emotions so we can't be hurt again. If our pain is particularly deep, we might even try to hide it from ourselves. This can make us frozen, rigid, because deep down we know that one small break in the ice will free the hurt to start circulating through us again. The rainbow-colored tears on this person's face hold the key to breaking out of this "ice-olation."The tears, and only the tears, have the power to melt the ice. It's okay to cry, and there is no reason to feel ashamed of your tears. Crying helps us to let go of pain, allows us to be gentle with ourselves, and finally helps us to heal.

4. Intuition - Understanding
"You are out of jail, out of the cage; you can open your wings and the whole sky is yours. All the stars and the moon and the sun belong to you. You can disappear into the blueness of the beyond.... Just drop clinging to this cage, move out of the cage and the whole sky is yours. Open your wings and fly across the sun like an eagle.
The dawn of a new understanding – that the cage has always been open, and the sky has always been there for us to explore – can make us feel a little shaky at first. It's fine, and natural to be shaky, but don't let it overshadow the opportunity to experience the lightheartedness and adventure on offer, right there alongside the shakiness. Move with the sweetness and gentleness of this time. Feel the fluttering within. Spread your wings and be free.


5. Guidance
The truth of your own deepest being is trying to show you where to go right now, and when this card appears it means you can trust the inner guidance you are being given. It speaks in whispers, and sometimes we can hesitate, not knowing if we have understood rightly. But the indications are clear: in following the inner guide you will feel more whole, more integrated, as if you are moving outwards from the very center of your being. If you go with it, this beam of light will carry you exactly where you need to go.

6. Relaxation and Acceptance - Success

Enjoy the peak while it lasts and then enjoy the valley when it comes. What is wrong with the valley? What is wrong with being low? It is a relaxation. A peak is an excitement, and nobody can exist continuously in an excitement." Osho
 The greatest wisdom to keep in mind with all the phenomena in the parade of your life, whether they be valleys or peaks, is that "this too will pass."

7. Arrival of new level of understanding - Receptivity
Receptivity represents the feminine, receptive quality of water and of the emotions. Her arms are extended upwards to receive, and she is completely immersed in the water. She has no head, no busy and aggressive mind to hinder her pure receptivity. And as she is filled she is continuously emptying herself, overflowing, and receiving more. The lotus pattern or matrix that emerges from her represents the perfect harmony of the universe that becomes apparent when we are in tune with it. The Queen of Water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without any expectations or demands.

Soul
So true..amen