Venus in Leo

Apr 16 eve 1

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The more that you learn about your own Ego, the more control you have to keep it from interfering in your life, and the easier it is to move into your Higher Self. That is the ultimate goal of the incarnation process, to overcome the strength of the Ego in such a way that you are able to transform the energy from all previous lifetimes, able to gain completion of what you came to Earth to learn.
Every time there is an eclipse, it is there to reveal something that the Ego had tried to keep hidden. There is always something new to learn about yourself, always a new piece of information to discover. The moment you decide you are finished with your learning, is the moment the Ego can exert its influence over you even more. Use these big Astrological events to dive deeper into the recesses of your Ego. When you are honest with this Ego exploration process, you can propel yourself forward on your life path with greater momentum than you could have ever anticipated.

Soul
Well, this Eclipse shows me that I am high maintenance.
By giving out of having instead of wanting I put condition on my giving.

Venus in Leo
There a tendency to censor urself by expressing a type of spontaneity u feel will be approved of. If u indulge in the fear that others may hold back their love, ignore u or judge u harshly, u experience a lack of social ease.
Inadvertently, u might manipulate  others by moderating ur expressiveness in order to gain recognition. Social isolation and powerlessness ensue when u interpret others' reactions as a personal reflection.


Soul
So that's true. That's a form of manipulation.
I didn't say what I feel so that aren't given a chance to know.

Just spoke to G and she said she expect Y to go for arranged marriage. So she is not surprised. For me I m not surprised but I hope things will be different. Just goes to show that my perception is skewed. I knew how close he was to his mother since they call each other twice a day and his issue in dealing with authorities. With Virgo, he lived in boundary.