No more seeking validation

Apr 25 aft

Saw the coming success of the session. Everyone joining. I wonder the mind says no one knows u are the one coordinating the venue this event. U see. That's why me not truly volunteering. Just fear of losing validation. Fear of not being needed. Then I resentful of others who didn't appreciate me.  No more seeking validation.
I just want to be.
I know I prefer to be in this room chilling.
The mind acting up.
Father let me be unknown. No longer want to strive to be needed, to be valuable.

Mmmm, just realised I transferred my valuation from career to local Isha and personal and romantic relationship


Apr 25 aft 1
Came back to the place I had memories of Z. A few months ago I was struck with sadness. Now none. No longer associate the place with him. He is truly gone.

Got this from Facebook.
Amma
The success of one's life depends upon one's ability to forget what is not relevant at the present moment.

Soul
So many reminders.
Truly start questioning my tots. Start to realise that my tots are not me. I can question my tots. I question them cos some of the tots are not good for me, I don't believe them.

Father, you give without limits. U give abundantly. Just because I m successful in work life, no reason I can't be in personal and romantic life.
I have courage. Got this from Facebook.

Winston Churchill
Courage is the first step. Without courage nothing can happen.

Soul
I have courage. Earlier I was stopped by misguided belief. Now I m aware I know I can make it.