Moon in Taurus - poverty consciousness in love and money

Apr 17

Eclipse pass by. Yesterday I tested a new exit and took me extra half an hour to return home. Also the scare from my nephew's nose bleeds. I m counting my blessing for small hiccups during eclipse.

Today practices was good.
I did Angarmadhana, followed by one cycle of yoga Namaskar and surya kriya. All improving.
Breathing was good. Shakti and Shambavi good too. Wish I could sit longer.
Today know that I m going to ashram in June. Just wish to be with Sadhguru and the temples.

Just now driving I did Samyama. Can see mind pushing tots of Y. But I took aside and said he is not my match. It is just my mind projecting lack, fear of loss. Now check with my Moon in Taurus

Moon in Taurus
Because u are accustomed to accumulation, u can have a difficult time letting go of anything, even things that are holding u back. This can impede flow of money into ur life.

The first thing is to let go of counterproductive ideas: the idea that u have a difficult time with money; the idea that you have to earn every penny on ur own and that its going to be a tough process and the idea that u have to do everything yourself, in exactly ur way, for ur needs to be met.

Soul
I have less issue with money thanks to my Solar in Taurus and also Z who taught me to be fearless with money. But I do have issue with romantic relationship.
I always believe I have difficult time on romantic relations.

Moon in Taurus
U can have such a strong fear of losing ur material security that u actually create a poverty consciousness in ur life, feeling that resources are limited and that you must be very careful his u spend every penny.

Soul
I used to spend below my means until I met Z. Now I live reasonably. Yesterday I realised my hesitancy of going to ashram in mid June is due to me thinking I shouldn't be going for another trip since I m spending loads for Kailash. But I then see that I do have the money to spent. And what makes me happy is yearly retreat to ashram. So I m going la.

Moon in Taurus
Ur lesson is to learn to trust the universe and be open to the flow of money coming in and out of ur life. U can do this by not focusing so intensely on ur financial restriction and by simply being open to the universe blessing u with prosperity!
The idea is to focus ur creative mind less on financial worry and more on visualising the universe pouring money on u and ur joyful appreciation. In this way u can open urself at last to the abundance u seek.

Soul
On money, I m now balanced.
On Romantic relations, will act on it.

Moon in Taurus
Due to past lives of physical sensitivity and indulgence, u have strong physical desires for sensuality, touching and physical contact in this incarnation.
Once again, u are learning to accept the natural healthiness of ur needs and be open to having them fulfilled by others.
Here, as in finances, u are learning to focus less on ur needs and to be more aware of the enrichment that the universe is offering u through other people.

Soul
Thats good to know.