Eclipse in April is all about changes in relationships

April 30

Cried during Angarmadhana's silence period and child sitting posture.

Father, all the few friends I met recently;
1. Z - north node in Aquarius; south node in Leo
2. Y - south node in Aquarius; north node in Leo
3. A - north node in Aquarius; south node in Leo
4. G - wonder what she is

All of them faced dilemma in family relationships. It was new to me cos not happened in my family nor in work. That's why it has to happen in local Isha, my newfound family.

Finally I m freed. I feel like a bird, the cage is open but I m feeling bit apprehensive. I am not sure what's coming. But at least I remove what I don't want.

True volunteering can be a path of growth. The growth to me was to see volunteering is not for me. That in family set up I didn't keep up parameters to being true to myself.

I got high and bliss just sitting with my shrine. Just feel excited when I have the lovely eastern dessert. Well not as great as P feeling high when she conduct IK.
Like she said it is not a matter of outcome. I feel contented when I update my blog. I feel contented when I do my sadhanas. I am okay at spending 4 and half hour daily on my sadhanas. Others said so discipline and hard working. To me just being myself.
Just as I tot others are so 'hardworking' on volunteering..

Coincidentally, just click on facebook and got this. Amen

Eclipses in April by Cathy Lindsey
  This Taurus New Moon/Solar Eclipse is one of the most powerful, urgent and intense New Moons of the year!  Solar Eclipses are extra powerful New Moons.  We have just come through a very active 2 week period with a Lunar Eclipse/Full Moon in Libra on April 15th, and then the exact Cardinal Square/Cardinal Grand Cross on April 21/22nd, and that is a lot of energy and down loads to process.  It is a time of letting go of the old and erasing old programs…. as we move into and towards many new possibilities and awakenings. 
Eclipses create a powerful pin point of energy that creates a “blip/wobble” in time, energies, and the natural flow of light and dark.  It also stirs up what is in our subconscious, bringing it into consciousness.  Eclipses are known to be points where we change outdated programs and then receive the energies to create the new ones. Eclipses can bring about sudden or unexpected changes within ourselves, the world, and the Earth (earth quakes etc.).  TThe energy of an Eclipse also affects us for the following 6 months.
Juno (sitting with this New Moon) is the asteroid of commitment and has to do with relationships.  The energies over the last few months have been centered on relationships. All relationships…..work….family…. friends….and lovers.  A lot of things have been put in our faces, right in our faces, so we can’t miss them….. and therefore we have to deal with them. 

We are being asked to move away from places, things, and people that we are no longer vibrating where we are vibrating……and to do it in the most compassionate way.  We may need to try and figure out how we can make relationships work in our lives, and how leaders can make them work throughout the world. This is not easy to do, and with Juno sitting with the Taurus New Moon/Solar Eclipse it is giving us the commitment that we need……. to be in right relationship with the Earth and also with others……  

With the South Node conjunct this New Moon/Solar Eclipse, it is also a time to release all the things that you need to release……. not only this life time, but past life times…..meditate on this.  Listen and feel what is coming up for you……. from deep in your Soul. What cycles keep repeating and repeating themselves?  They may not be comfortable to look at, or to have to deal with…….but the Universe believes that you are ready to face it and to make some changes.  This is a time to release and to manifest and intend!  

Again at times things can seem a little scary, challenging and unstable, (especially with this powerful Grand Cardinal Cross that is still in effect and the Eclipses’), but remember that we are being given everything that we need to make these changes.  Being aware of the energies that are affecting us (especially by your own birth chart), will give you the knowledge to be able to navigate them successfully.
Again the Universe is speaking loudly……take a step…any step…..just move!  
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