Nine of Spades - unfoldment of Saturn in Aries

Apr 18

My mind is always thinking of past with Z or Y. Thinking of loss. No tots of new better partner coming into my life.

So the report I received years ago in natal chart. Loads of prosperity and orgasm is mine to enjoy is true. That's the queen of diamonds' love and money.

I prayed to Akash let me have tots of abundance instead of poverty.

This morning practices was quite surprising.
Did Bhoota Shuddi and followed by guru pooja.
Angarmadharna was fine. Did one yoga namaskar and one cycle of Surya Kriya.
Breathing was lovely.
Shakti was fine, couldn't focus that well with the heavy rain
Shambavi was awesome....clapping loud towards the end.

Just booked my flight ticket to ashram. Want to attend the daily darshan by Sadhguru.
Also great to end the year in Ashram.
Spend some time with Devi and Dhynalinga before Kailash trip in early August.

This year Destiny's result card
The Nine of Spades
The Nine of Spades can be a card of loss and disappointment. However, the true nature of the card reveals that its presence in your life for any period of time does not have to be a disaster. In actuality, the Nine of Spades represents making a completion of some importance. Whether this is the end of a certain occupation, way of life, or way of being with your health and body will depend upon the position of the card and the circumstances in your life at the time. But rest assured that some important aspect of your life is coming to an end when this potent card shows up.

This is also one of the death cards and indeed, when this card shows up there will be a death in your life of some kind. We go through many mini-deaths in the course of our lifetime and just like the snake shedding its skin, arrive at a new and better place each time we do so. Therefore the Nine of Spades is not a card to be feared but instead a card to be welcomed. It always has the ability to clear away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.

Soul
Since this is a year of ending, good to have with Sadhguru's grace in ashram.
Bless that I am financially secure and work secure to travel to ashram whenever I want to.
Amen.