Jan 23 eve
I was doing usual Samyama. About ten minutes later, my eyes was suddenly transfixed on Dhynalinga picture. After about five minutes. I start to make hissing sound like a snake. My tongue hissing. And at one point my tongue was rolled up blowing out breathe. Deep breathe going down into my guts; lower stomach was compressed. Then upper body was moving like a snake connecting to the snake in Dhynalinga picture in my shrine.
I become a snake, a sitting down snake.
This has never happen before; not even in Samyama program.
At certain point I become afraid cos its not me and then I looked at Sadhguru picture and just go with the flow.
The whole thing lasted more than half an hour.
After the session when I try to do Shoonya, a tot came; "I will drop in Kailash".
There were no fear. I was ready to let go and be whoever I truly am; whatever that may be.
First one I tot of was to share with Y and I did. Just sharing and motivating. No more chatting. Our motto now is keep it short and simple.
Unexpectedly the breakthrough on Y. I didn't die of invalidation. I persevere and we got through our bad patch. So we now move on to being purely Isha practices sharing and nothing more.
Got this from Facebook
Disappointment are just God's way of saying I got something better.
Be patient. Live life. Have faith.
Soul
Amen.
Such a coincident. Now start chapter on Dhynalinga in Mystic Musing.
Mystic Musing
That's the whole creation is: a paint smear.
It starts out as really thick and gross, becomes thinner and thinner and becomes nothing.
The whole process of yoga is to become less physical and more fluid, more subtle.
The whole process of Samadhi is that state where the contact with the body is minimized to a single point, and the rest of the energy is loose, no longer involved with the body. Once energy is like that, much can be done with it.
All u can do is produce thoughts, emotions and physical actions; but once energy becomes free from physical identification and becomes fluid, so many unimaginable things can be done with it.
If u can go through life untouched. If u can play with life whichever way u want it and life still cannot do anything to u, life does not leave a scratch on u; that's the miracle we are working at.
Soul
I wanted Y. I declare I fallen for him and I tot he too the same. Later he said no.
I didn't crumble and die.
I picked myself up and now can be friends with him. The past which supposedly embarrassment is not there.
I think that's playing with life and it didn't leave a scratch.
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