Still missing Y

Feb 14
Today woke up at 7 am. Did Bhoota Shuddi and sang Guru Pooja followed by one cycle of Yoga Namaskar and Surya Kriya and asanas. The asanas were good. Can now easily rest my head on my two knees. On the single leg, I just rest my hands on the floor, no longer need to hold my feet.
Shakti was good and I was singing at the end. Shambavi was great despite an abridged version.
I am truly thankful for the tools. And to have my shrine at home makes all the difference.


Feb 14 eve
Just now I did my physical release with Y in my tots. It was great and towards the end I cried instead of laugh. I miss him and I truly want him.

Later did my Shoonya and such feeling of ease and contentment.

Now after dinner with friends. Feeling tired.



Got this from facebook
I am deeply involved, engaged and have love affairs with millions of people. I don’t know whether they reciprocate or not. I don’t know whether they like me or not, but I have a fabulous love affair with just about everyone that I see and cannot see, because for me, love is not about them. Love is about how I am within myself.