Love comes to those who still hope - Faith

Jan 20 eve

Got this from facebook
Love comes to those who still hope
eventhough they've been disappointed,
  to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed,
   to those who still love even though they've been hurt before..


Soul
True Seven of Heart and Seven of Spades combined.

Towards the late evening I realised that with A and Z, I didn't move on. I just stay and wait and keep quiet. With Y I say and now learn to move on. Since I knew about my Two of Diamonds a few months back I now learning to move on.

With acceptance of invalidation. The old me tot it would die being invalidated. So created false hope and never ending waiting for someone that was already gone.

I didn't die. On the contrary accepting the invalidation, I actually feel at ease. Need not strive for him to validate. Easier to accept his invalidation.

Couldn't do guru pooja today. Just sat there close eyes and feel the energy.
Just did Samyama and Shoonya. Very little tots. Samyama was nice and cosy. Shoonya was deep. Towards the end just feel contentment.