Recovering from Y

Feb 13
Woke up 3.50 am. Did Bhoota and sang Guru pooja. Bit sleepy today. Did 3 cycles of Yoga Namaskar and 3 cycles of Surya Kriya. Can slot in some Upa yoga.
Shakti was good. In the end mind was singing quietly. Shambavi was good.  Towards the end contented silence.
But unfortunately I had a short session cos I tot it was bit late since nephew is up. So I had to force myself to end the session 10 minutes earlier.


This week card
1. Issue
Lovers
When we mature we begin to experience the love that exists beyond sexuality and honours the unique individuality of the other. We begin to understand that our partner often functions as a mirror, reflecting unseen aspects of our deeper self and supporting us to become whole. This love is based on freedom, not expectation or need. Its wings takes us higher and higher towards the universal love that experiences all as one.

Soul
Well did have some tots of Y. Miss him a bit but I m fine. Also yesterday read article that love is within and not outside. So I m loving without a partner too. But I want one. That's my dream too. This week I am beginning to believe that it is possible for me to have the husband I want. I want someone with profile of Y. Key is mentally and spiritually compatible. Emotionally and physical can be cultivated. Without the mental, it's not easy to have mutual respect. Without the spiritual, we can't grow together.
Alas finally getting clear on what I want in my partner