North Node in Taurus - to be authentic in their relationship

Feb 17 evening
North node in Taurus by Jan Spiller
The first step towards self acceptance is to acknowledge that there is a needy person inside and to take personal responsibility for filling those needs.
They cannot hope to experience truth and honesty in human relationships if they do not demonstrate this behaviour in their own lives. This includes no more "sins of omission" (for eg, letting what someone says pass by without acknowledging feelings of hurt, or pretending to be in a agreement.) They must start communicating their discomfort or hurt with what another has said or done. To discern and build healthy new patterns of behavior, they must release the old. Self-revelation will enable others to see who they really are, discern their need.

Soul
When I read this last year I couldn't relate totally but now I can.
This is the same as my insight being fearless in my expression results in integrity in my relationship. And I said that's the root of Seven of Diamonds - betrayal of my own truth, suppressing my needs and values.

North node in Taurus
To progress in this lifetime, they must bring into awareness and release subsconcious guilt and self defeating behaviours.
Part of their resistance to help stems from the fact they are accustomed to being the ones doing the helping. These folks are not used to accepting that others have power to recognise and help perfect what is valuable in them. They are also sensitive to criticism that they often interpret the input of others as invalidating their worth, rather than as encouraging their fuller self expression.
Allow others to empower them for a change.

Soul
When I read this last year I couldn't admit but now I can. I think Y's last message on me not to miss him is an encouragement that I m fine without him. Instead I took it as he doesn't want me to miss him. I took it as a snub. That's why I deleted his contact that time. Anyway I came to my senses a few days later. But now I can see.
Amen. Thanks to my dream of Self Mastery.