Alchemy of Ecstasy by Sadhguru

Feb 15 aft

Mmm, after my declaration to M that I was judging her but suppressed it, she no longer affects me. Now her Facebook post just flew past.

Alchemy of escstasy DVD by Sadhguru
If you knew how to handle ur mind, u won't want to give up on it.
This mind becomes a problem because of so many silly assumptions we made on life.
What u called as death and life is not separate thing. If u keep on thinking u don't want to die; u may not die but u can't live.
For the ignorance death comes. For the aware, death is. Death is life.
If one become aware of this, life will be in its most intense form. Moments of danger is where life and death together at the same time. If u can only be aware at the same time, u become enlightened.

If u experience union with vishuti, u be stupidly devotional.  They don't stand against reason. They experience more pleasantness than others. They move their life to a different kind of arithmetic, there is no plus or minus; just one, always one. Tremendous sense of power.

If union in level of atna, absolute awareness and knowing. Suddenly intellectual type looks stupid in front of him.

If u find union with asaha, u will find urself ecstatic.

In ur awareness if life and death is the same, then u have set the right fundamental. If u don't want to die, then its a wrong foundation, a mistake. And with wrong foundation, the more u build, the more mistake will happen. That's why so much is being said about renunciation. Because u got the wrong foundation and they want to stop u from building to much. The more u build, the further u go away from the truth.

North node in Taurus
In past lives, they become dependent on soul mate relationship to provide the nurturing to feel renewed and satisfied. In this lifetime, whenever they depend on others to fill these needs, they feel let down. It's set up this way because their lesson is to become independent in meeting their own needs.

Their lesson in this lifetime is to focus less on bonding and more on building their values - then they attract the right mate.

In past lives, these folks are used to giving everything and having the other person reciprocate. But in this incarnation, much to their surprise, it's not in their charts for others to take care of them in the same co-dependent way. This is the universe way of helping them break abusive co- dependency and learn to be more self-contained.

Soul
No wonder. Truly Seven of Hearts. Truly many break ups. All here to make me realise I must and can only take care of myself on my own.

North node in Taurus
Deep in their hearts, more than anything in the world, they want a soul mate - that special person to travel through life in a state of mutual vulnerability, commitment and empowerment. They long for the comfort of consistent, dependable companionship.

To have this dream of loyal companionship come true, they need to first experience being complete within themselves.
When they no longer need a person to make them feel whole, only then will they attract the right life partner.
As they work to experience their own wholeness and direction and become a powerful river in thirst own right, they can then merge another powerful river that is going in the same direction, together they can flow to the sea.