Trust that the relationship with Y happens and ends for my growth

Jan 22 eve

Just now checked to Y's 7thunder card. Today is Neptune and his card is me, Queen of Diamonds.

Just checked our Relationship card.

Me and my contribution - Trust

"Don't waste your life for that which is going to be taken away. Trust life. If you trust, only then can you drop your knowledge, only then can you put your mind aside. And with trust, something immense opens up. Then this life is no longer ordinary life, it becomes full of godliness, overflowing.
Now is the moment to be a bungee jumper without the cord! And it is this quality of absolute trust, with no reservations or secret safety nets that the Knight of Water demands from us. There is a tremendous sense of exhilaration if we can take the jump and move into the unknown, even if the idea scares us to death. And when we take trust to the level of the quantum leap, we don't make any elaborate plans or preparations.

Soul
This is my issue card this week.
I tot I already jump..why this?


2. Him and his contribution -  Friendliness
First meditate, be blissful, then much love will happen of its own accord. Then being with others is beautiful and being alone is also beautiful. Then it is simple, too. You don't depend on others and you don't make others dependent on you. Then it is always a friendship, a friendliness. It never becomes a relationship, it is always a relatedness. You relate, but you don't create a marriage. Marriage is out of fear, relatedness is out of love. You relate; as long as things are moving beautifully, you share. And if you see that the moment has come to depart because your paths separate at this crossroad, you say goodbye with great gratitude for all that the other has been to you, for all the joys and all the pleasures and all the beautiful moments that you have shared with the other. With no misery, with no pain, you simply separate." Osho

Soul
I got for him Flowering card for 2 times. And now this..we truly not meant to be together as romantic partner..but just true platonic friends..

Composite Energy - Existence"You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth – everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you.  Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.

Soul
This is my External Influence card this week. Also in the The Mirror card.


4. The Insight - Completion
Here the last piece of a jigsaw puzzle is being put into its place, the position of the third eye, the place of inner perception. Even in the ever-changing flow of life there are moments in which we come to a point of completion. In these moments we are able to perceive the whole picture, the composite of all the small pieces that have occupied our attention for so long. In the finishing, we can either be in despair because we don't want the situation to come to an end, or we can be grateful and accepting of the fact that life is full of endings and new beginnings. Whatever has been absorbing your time and energy is now coming to an end. In completing it, you will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both – the end of the old and the coming of the new.

Soul
We are truly not meant to be...
But do we like each other, yes..
Can we be friends..yes
But I think wait for awhile..not because there is hope...
But because I need to clean myself up.

Suddenly a tot came..I am supposed to offer a leaf and be his friend...
Now I know the Jack of Hearts..of spiritual love for a younger man..and him being Ten of Clubs.
Well, I am not ready yet....need more time..

Soul
just checked my 7thunder card.
Mine is Two of Spades - friendship card.
The Two of Spades
The Two of Spades means a union or partnership in work or friendship. Since this is a spade, the partnerships that it may fortell will be ones where you and the other person actually spend time doing things together, whether it be work or things such as hiking, exercising, camping, biking or other sports.

When the Two of Spades occurs in your reading you will be feeling the need for others in your life and as such will likely attract someone with whom you can have a pleasant friendship or working relationship. The key to success with this card is cooperation. Close relationships always require a bit of give and take for success.