Osho on Existence - you are unique and irreplaceable..

Feb 4

Woke up at 6.45 am but wanted to doze bit and tot I put alarm. Alas I woke up at 7.45 am. Then I tot its time for a full sabbatical.

Finally woke up 9.48 am with a tot.
"Let what comes come, let what goes go"
Suddenly no need to do anything on Y. If he want to go, he goes. If he want to comes, he know where to contact me.

Just did our card
1. Me - Aloneness
2. Him - The Outsider
3. Composite - Existence
4. Insight - Exhaustion.

Still not sure. So checked my today card; The Creator - sharing.

Today's Venus card is Ace of Spade.
My Daily Card
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades means a SECRET of some kind. This card was the emblem for many of the secret societies of old, being the 'key to the mysteries'. As such, it represents the 'truth that lies behind the veil of illusion'. So, it has often been the symbol for the study and pursuit of esoteric knowledge and mystical wisdoms.
The Ace of Spades is also one of the traditional cards for death, change and transformation. With this mystical card in your spread, it is certain that you will go through some sort of death and rebirth, or at the least, some important and powerful changes.
Another facet of the Ace of Spades is the desire for work. Since all Aces represent new beginnings, the Ace of Spades can come up when we are preparing to launch a new job or occupation.

My 52-Day Period Card
The Jack of Hearts

The Jack of Hearts is known as the 'Christ Card', or the 'Card of Spiritual Sacrifice'. Whenever it is present, you will feel and be encouraged to elevate your thinking, speaking and acting to a higher level. You may also decide to make some sort of personal sacrifice when this influence is present. This would likely be for the sake of someone younger than yourself though it can take other forms. The period position will delineate the exact nature of the sacrifice you feel impelled to make.

In any case, this card does bring a strong dose of higher, spiritual love into our lives and will encourage us to do things from a higher motive than usual.



Soul
Just realised that I have been getting Existence card whenever I checked on relationship between Y and I.
Composite Energy - Existence"
You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth – everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you.  Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.

Soul
This is to tell me even if Y doesn't need me, Existence needs me.









18 Feb
Suddenly a tot came..Existence needs me..and here I have been worried about Y not needing me..about me not being lovable..but actually I am already loved, I am irreplaceable.