I am who I am right now

Feb 7

1. Y in my second house
He bring me wealth and confidence
He is here to enhance my freedom in terms of my personal and financial strength and to make sure I know I can survive on my own.
He is here to make me see my unique talents and help me to become more aware of my value to others and to reap the rewards myself.

Y's purpose in my life is to be a conduit to a higher level of awareness than I would be able to reach without Y's influence. Y encourage me to take risks and grow.


Soul
He does all these by his absence.

Just had time to do Bhoota Shuddi, Guru Pooja, one cycle of Yoga Namaskar and Surya Kriya; followed by a short shavasana. And then breathing. All these takes me about one hour plus. It was nice.
I feel protected with Bhoota Shuddi. Its like I carried the sense of protection with me.

Afternoon
Was at the physiotherapy ward with dad and I saw a few persons with amputated legs. I just saw them. I see that if this existence has given them this life situation, there must be a reason for it. They got the choice to live it through it and Grow...as it was meant to be.
Then I tot of myself without any partner all these years. Maybe it was meant to be...so that I can finally have my own values..
Everything making sense or rather it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense.
I am who I am right now.

Today, did volunteering work for my dad at physiotherapy and later for Isha matters. This new me just take it in stride...
So today card very appropriate.

My Daily Card
The Jack of Hearts

The Jack of Hearts is known as the 'Christ Card', or the 'Card of Spiritual Sacrifice'. Whenever it is present, you will feel and be encouraged to elevate your thinking, speaking and acting to a higher level. You may also decide to make some sort of personal sacrifice when this influence is present. This would likely be for the sake of someone younger than yourself though it can take other forms. The period position will delineate the exact nature of the sacrifice you feel impelled to make.
In any case, this card does bring a strong dose of higher, spiritual love into our lives and will encourage us to do things from a higher motive than usual.

This is also my 52 days card in Saturn.
Looks like once a month I got to bring dad to Physiotheraphy and looks like Isha being rejunevated and will grow. I will be pulled in once again.

Looks like my dad, Isha and finally Y....
Surprisingly, there is no fear...