Osho tarot card on relationship with Y

Jan 20 aft

Just realised I m back to volunteering in leading local Isha. But now no fear. Just see this as something to be done. And I only take charge when its within my portfolio.

Coincidentally today card is King of Diamonds.

Mercury
My Daily Card
The King of Diamonds

The King of Diamonds can often represent a successful business man, one who runs his own business, or a financial man such as a banker or stockbroker. He is successful and has a strong sense of values which have made him the success he is. So, when this card appears, you could have some dealings with someone like this or you could take on these qualities yourself.

The King of Diamonds often appears when we are ready to start our own business and it promises great success if we do. It is the highest card in the suit of money and values and as such bestows everything needed to make a success of some financial or business opportunity. When this card appears, don't let it go to waste. Find some way to be in business for yourself and go for it.

Also, got a message from St, with Ruling of King of Diamonds.

Soul
Draw the Relationship card again.

Me - Celebration
Him - Flowering
Composite - Completion
The Insight - Receptivity

Soul
Got Flowering for him too in the Mirror card. At first I disbelieved cos I didn't receive the flowering. Now second time for him, perhaps he is flowering for others but not for me.

Completion card - I can relate.
Here the last piece of a jigsaw puzzle is being put into its place, the position of the third eye, the place of inner perception. Even in the ever-changing flow of life there are moments in which we come to a point of completion. In these moments we are able to perceive the whole picture, the composite of all the small pieces that have occupied our attention for so long. In the finishing, we can either be in despair because we don't want the situation to come to an end, or we can be grateful and accepting of the fact that life is full of endings and new beginnings. Whatever has been absorbing your time and energy is now coming to an end. In completing it, you will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both – the end of the old and the coming of the new.

Soul
I got the option to celebrate for new beginning
This morning I celebrate the ending of Pluto in Virgo.

The Insight - Receptivity
Receptivity represents the feminine, receptive quality of water and of the emotions. Her arms are extended upwards to receive, and she is completely immersed in the water. She has no head, no busy and aggressive mind to hinder her pure receptivity. And as she is filled she is continuously emptying herself, overflowing, and receiving more. The lotus pattern or matrix that emerges from her represents the perfect harmony of the universe that becomes apparent when we are in tune with it. The Queen of Water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without any expectations or demands. Neither duty nor thought of merit or reward are important. Sensitivity, intuition and compassion are the qualities that shine forth now, dissolving all the obstacles that keep us separate from each other and from the whole.

Soul
This relates to being with Existence.
Yesterday during meditation I cried that no one wants me...Later it was all cleared and I feel at ease.