My body is transforming, able to withstand heat

Jun 18
Yesterday short 15 min spent with the shrine and body woke up with guru pooja mantra in my mind. The mantra in my mind continues for quite some time.

Landed in Chennai and stay with my good friend. We went to a shopping bazaar. It was quite hot and many people and yet I was fine.
Again another time where I was walking in flustering heat and yet I am fine. I was sweating loads and yet I feel fine. I don't feel itchy nor disturbed nor tired. Just my usual normal self. The old me would be grouchy and want to go back.
P agrees with me and she too was surprised and said now I blend like the Indian too.
The same thing happen last week. I tot it was a fluke. Alas, body is no longer a concern. I m now thinking I be fine in Kailash.

Father, I wonder the part where Sadhguru said if u are fine within, outside no longer bothers you. Or maybe alas Shakti is working, temperature regulation as per what N said last week.

Life's mysteries by Osho
Loneliness cannot create love. It creates needs. Love is not a need. Love is a luxury. Love comes out of aloneness when you are tremendously alone and happy and joyous and celebrating, and great energy goes on storing in you.
U don't need anybody.  In that moment, the energy is so much, u would like it to be shared. Then you give, u give because u have so much, u give without asking anything in return - that is love.

Soul
That's Sadhguru.

Life's mysteries by Osho
So very few people attain to love and those are the people who attains first to aloneness. And when you are alone, meditation is natural, simple and spontaneous. Then just sitting silently, doing nothing, u are in meditation. U need not repeat a mantra, u need not chant anything. U simply sit or u walk or u do things and meditation is there like a climate surrounding u, like a white cloud surrounding u - u are suffused with the light.

Soul
Now it only happens when I sit. It happens in Sathsang and when I sit near my shrine or even others Linga yantra or Gudi. Meditation just happens.

Life's mysteries by Osho
U r immersed in it, bathed in it and that freshness goes on welling up in u. Now u start sharing. What else can u do? When the cloud is full of rain, it shower and when the flower is full of fragrance, it releases its fragrance to the winds. Unaddressed, the fragrance is released. And the flower does not wait to ask, "What is coming back to me in return?"  The flower is happy that the winds have been kind enough to relieve him of a burden.
This is real love; there is no possessiveness.
And that is real meditation; then there is no effort.

Soul
That's Sadhguru.
Alas understand.
My this week card on What to do? Is on Love turning into compassion.
Seems too far away from me.

Life's mysteries by Osho
Dig deep into aloneness. Forget about escaping. It is escaping from ur own richness, from ur own kingdom. This time taste it in its totality. U have to become it. U have to see what it is, root and all. And once you have seen it and lived it, u will come out of it a totally new person, reborn.

Don't share right now. Let it gather, let it become a cloud full of rainwater; then the sharing happens of its own accord.  There will be no effort to share.

Right now if you start sharing, it will again just be a way of finding the other in the name of sharing. It will be escape. Sharing has to be allowed to happen on its own.   U just go on gathering this aloneness and one day u will see that the fragrance is released to the winds. One day u will see that the sharing has started. You will be a witness to it; u will not be a doer, but only a witness.

Soul
That's how I feel now. I just want to absorb all the energies.
Great to know about aloneness explained in a way that I can relate.

Life's mysteries by Osho
Ur whole life is a long process of feeling lonely. Then by chance some profound experience happens, and because of that profound experience u have a glimpse of ur being. But ur whole mind knows only loneliness, so it transforms the experience of aloneness into loneliness. It labels it as loneliness.

Soul
Mmmm.

Life's Mysteries
Now drink this aloneness, this fresh energy that is welling up in u. Drink it, taste it and u will be surprised, it nothing that u have know before.  It is freedom, freedom from the other. It is what the East called moksha.
After this freedom, sharing will happen. After this freedom, u will have totally different significance.