Symbolo tarot card - quite accurate

Jul 1 aft 1

Father, spoke to G, its clear on the ending of being a guide. Also informed my good friends.

Symbolo card that I draw yesterday
Problem
The Wedding
You try to realise ur own happiness through other people. U expect someone to love u. U want to bask in their warm rays.
Have u already discovered love in yourself, independent of others?

Soul
This is seeking validation in work, friends, local Isha and partner.

2. The way throught the problem
The false halo
Ur path leads u through a painful learning process.
In short, thou shall not create an image.
Every image, noble as it is might be, is balsam for ur ego and poison for ur soul.
Now is the time to work on ur shadow and remove the mask from images and ideas.

Soul
Yes. Me being the local Isha lead, the guide are all false image. I don't enjoy it; firstly did out of gratitude to Sadhguru, then out of responsibility and later hold on out of fear of losing validation.
All for the wrong reasons.


Outcome
The family
A common entity will arise, a third force which is greater than its individual components. Rather than belonging to u, it has a life of its own which needs both adults for awhile to nourish its spiritual energies and allow it to grow.

Soul
Amen.
Same msg as my North node in Taurus; me to strengthen my values, to be my authentic self. Then the right partner will come along.


More guidance
Separation
U don't want to accept that two parallel  stretch of track have been cut by new plans, that ur path take separate courses. U do everything in ur power to force the trains to keep running together. Just as water and oil can only be (temporarily) mixed by a lot of stirring, u try to stir urself so that u can remain together. U should just left things run their course.

Soul
Yes, the ending with Z and Y. They are both not my match.
The ending of volunteering, of being core lead and now the ending of being Sathsang guide.

I try to hold on but I m miserable. Got to be sensible and let go.

What I value is my sadhana and my shrine.
Most people value volunteering. I  don't value volunteering not even being a guide.
I can let them be just as they can let me be. It's okay to have different values; I need not compare.