North node in Taurus - first responsibility is to themselves

May 22 morn
My Daily Card in Jupiter
The Nine of Clubs

The Nine of Clubs literally means 'completion of plans or ideas'. When this card appears it will signal a time when some ideas, ways of thinking or communicating, or some personal plans of yours are ready to end. If you choose to resist this ending, you will experience great disappointment, stubbornly holding on to things, ideas or plans that are no longer useful or helpful to you. If it seems that things are going against you when this card is present, it is probably because you are resisting letting go of something, that in reality, is no longer doing you any good.

On the positive side, you are ready to awaken to a new and higher way of thinking that will be better than you have imagined. The Nine of Clubs has been known to signal a time when powerful spiritual experiences may occur, such as universal consciousness, and also indicates the success of any endeavors that involve spreading higher truths to the world.

May 22 aft

Mmm, found the candidate I wanted, a Ten of Clubs.
Mmm, previously surrounded by Eight of Diamonds and now Ten of Clubs.
On Y, let him go cos then I can let myself go too. Remember my first karma card in Ruling, Two of Diamonds.

This week Osho tarot.
What is needed for resolution.
Whenever, in whatsoever situation, you become one, a peace, a happiness, a bliss surrounds you, arises in u. U feel fulfilled. There is no need to wait for these moments - these moments can become ur natural life.

Resolution
The real point is to see and understand the karmic patterns of our lives and their roots in an endless repetitive cycle that traps us in unconscious behavior.

Soul
True.

North node in Taurus
A major turning point is when they focus time and energy on projects that are important to themselves, not being diverted by what they think is important to another person.
Their first responsibility is to themselves. To do things that brings recognition of their self worth and the contentment of enjoying life. There are no more battles to fight, nothing more to give up, no part of themselves that has to be thrown away. This is a building lifetime; building a sense of comfort through their own connection to themselves.

Soul
Amen. That's truly my wish. That's why I m contented with 3 days work.

North node in Taurus
Forgiveness
To stand up to the power of others was enlivening in those incarnations, but in this lifetime it is a waste of energy. They just want to build lives of comfort and stability and enjoy being on the earth.

Soul
True. Me learning. I used to fight with E. No point just leave him. Last week was about to fight auditors but I see no point. Just see best to resolve it amicably.

North node in Taurus.
Forgiveness is essential for these folks; it is the key to the their release from painful early memories. If they are angry with someone and haven't forgiven them or her, it binds them in negative psychic connection with the other.

Soul
Mmmmm.


North node in Taurus
Grounding
This carnation they have no sense of grounding or inner stability.
Their challenge is to get their feet back on the ground and regain a sense of their own inner strength.

Soul
Mmm, Ten of Clubs got this.
Perhaps that's why I attract them into my life.