Two of Diamonds

May 26 morn

Suddenly tot I m like SL. She hounds. She has no parameters.  I don't hound but I hold on. I too have no parameter.

SL also tends to investigate the psychological motivation of others. The same as me saying Y  sacrificed himself to the arranged marriage. Let's face it, he said no to me before the marriage was hooked. So I was just nursing my wound. Even now I said it was a sacrifice and he wasn't strong. But it is not so as he is Ten of Clubs. He was strong to say no to me, was strong to avoid me. Mmm, SL was my mirror in Two of Diamonds.

Me holding on to Y was similar to her holding on to a relationship that was never to be. While I don't cling I don't let go. I still try to maintain as the loss of validation of personal was too much to me. Well no more. Now that I can see. I no longer do it.

My Daily Card in Mercury
The Two of Clubs

The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.

Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.