North Node in Taurus - needs physical and rewards and sensual pleasure

May 26
Father, key word. To live sensibly.

Body woke up around 3.15 am, fresh and feels good. I slept around 10.30 pm yesterday. Laze bit and woke up upon alarm at 3.45 am. Body was fine. Some tots but key message is let go of others so others let go of me. To live sensibly.
Did Bhoota Suddhi followed by singing guru pooja.
Angarmadhana was good but I omit the squatting postures that needs my elbow strength. Still have pain.
Breathing was lovely. Took longer than normal.
Shakti was okay cos hand was bit discomfort as it stretched the elbow. Did a quick one.
Shambavi was good.
Towards the end just quiet contentment.

North node in Taurus
In this incarnation these folks have a magical relationship with Mother Nature. Their attunement empowers them to connect directly with her energy and absorb it in a healing and reenergising way. For peace of mind and inner strength, they need to spend time in nature regularly. This process will magically shift their basic emotional state to one of serenity. Situation with others that evoke insecurity will occur less frequently when these folks are consistently reinforcing a base of calm inside themselves.

Soul
Amen. Its true. Me spending once a week. For a while I was spending twice a week. Now that volunteering has slowed down I can now be back to nature.

North node in Taurus
These folks feel unworthy spending time and energy on themselves. They must spend time doing things that they consider to be important as this will build the resources they need to experience life and relationships from a foundation of self-sufficiency.

Soul
Father. Its true. Main thing is to keep myself happy. Then I m no longer seeking validation or approval from others.
Now I know why Sadhguru and Osho said you can only have a true relationship if u are happy within. Now I understand the Friendliness card.

North node in Taurus
For spiritual balance their destiny is to experience the sensual enjoyments of life, to become grounded and to regain a sense of their own earthly substance.
In past lives, they developed a deep enjoyment of the spiritual/psychic senses. Now it is time to develop a deeper awareness of the five physical senses.
When they spend time giving themselves physical rewards and sensual pleasure, they won't need as much from others.