Feb 6
Father, today I did my practices. I was humming, laughing and singing. Took me nearly 2 hours.
I went to the temple with family for prayers. Noted that Z's zodiac sign is not good and I inadvertently prayed for him too. In the past, I would inform but now I m just giving, not asking for receipt. Besides he too need his time off as his brother's family will just have left.
Feb 6 Eve
Father, my left feet is swelling quite badly. I must have strained it yesterday night. It has been a few years since it so bad.
I m puzzled and bit demotivated. I tot I was fine and now why the swell.
Just now when I woke up in the evening. I recalled my Nine of Heart Pluto card in my Ruling card. I realised its a death of how I approach friendship and relationship. I am opening up and learning about trust because I am no longer fearful about being hurt. I have removed my auto defense mechanism.
Just checked to my Result in Ruling card - Revolutionised my thinking.
Father, had tots of Z but I waived it cos he is not here. I now realised his cosmic lesson is Two of Hearts - being expressive in feelings, finding out what type of relationship he wants. Just tot I am a perfect tool as I am expressive and know what I want. For him, he doesn't know. Aiyah, compulsive tots. Waive it. My love life is effortless and I need not dramatise about it.
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