Cosmic Lesson (9)

Feb 16 Eve

Father, just did shoonya and samyama, about half an hour. Feels great. I was laughing and was connected to my Home. I now slowly realise that the Source is in me. The Source is my Home. The same Source is in everybody and everything. When I am in my Home, I can connect with the Home of nature.

I can get to my Home fast becos I already found the door to my Home. Firstly through the opening of all my doors of unconsciousness, secondly by raising my Energy and alignment of Body.

Father, thank U so much.
When I was in my Home, I sang if I can't have u, I don't want u baby. Its ironic, in the past its due to fear of failure as I tot if I cannot win, I don't want to play. But now, its becos I am fulfilled and I don't need to seek or beg for shelter. I am already at Home.

Expect a miracle
Within us is our past, our present, and predictably for our future, so in order to shift the potential for our future, we need to thoroughly relax the body and release the trapped fear-based energy.

Soul
Mmm, apart from RA, another motivator here. No wonder Sadhguru says doing hatha can uncover some of our karmic issue. Perhaps that's why I cried so much when I did suria, kapala bhakti and later hatha.

Expect a miracle
Mantra - I am grounded and comfortable in my body.
When u access a state of serenity, when u really feel it, how can u help but want more of it? And people can sense the peace in u and they want it too.
When u r totally comfortable with urself and the world, anything can happen!

Soul
Definitely can. Even the other, just standing grounding, I immediately connect to my Home and I start swaying.
Now I know why Z said that he like that I can connect to the Source so fast.

Late night
Yea, I did it. Didn't contact him. I am doing it for myself rather to get his attention. And I m not as bad as I tot eventhough he didn't call me.

Seven of Hearts is ur Pluto card
- I am learning how to experience unconditional love for others and in the process, I set myself free.

Seven of Hearts in the Saturn
U r being challenged now to practice non attachment in ur closest relationship and to overcome ur fear of abandonment.