Oct 29 aft
Today not an easy day, suddenly feel for food craving.
Was at lunch in japanese restaurant. They had vegetarian but unfortunately comes with onions and brinjals. So, had very little to eat and then even sherbet comes with milk.
Told Pe but she said need not take things so strongly so as not to affect others. Thats her, keeping to her own values. Me I know there is price to pay for sadhanas. I am already not keeping to most of the things requested, and I know food is my sadhana. No longer affected by her values of being friendly to society... and me now keeping to mine...
Anyway, today is Three of Clubs.
The Three of Clubs is the card of mental creativity, so much so that it is called the 'Writer's Card'. On the other hand, it can be the card of worry and indecision and mental stress. Whenever this card appears in your reading, you will have an opportunity to either get the benefits of heightened creativity of mind, or suffer the liability of more stress and indecision.
Use this influence for writing, either personally or professionally. Express yourself to all you meet and you will reap positive rewards.
This 52 days is Seven of Diamonds till early December. So, another one month to go.
Just now checking the blog status and saw the post viewed and I open. It was the ending back in Dec 2012. Then it hit me, a year has passed since the break up. Z already long married...and may already be having a child and me only recently recovering...
Doesn't seem fair...but I grown loads this few months.
Just remember to keep faith in the abundance of Universe.
At least, I now got the Dhynalinga yantra, my true love.
Take things easy, one at a day.
It is ok to lose...its ok to die, I am still here...
Also clicked on year 42 to 48
Long range and results
Five of Diamonds
To get the most of this period, allow the changes to flow in ur life without trying to know exactly what lies ahead.
When u r in transition, u must change and depart from what has been, and the future is not always clear. But there are always clear skies ahead just beyond what we can see. It would be wise to expect changes and not make big commitment until after next period.
Soul
One day at a time..cos for now the future is still not clear.
Got this from Osho back in Dec 2012
Osho
The first and foremost thing is to be loving towards yourself. Don't be hard; be soft. Care about yourself. Learn how to forgive yourself - again and again - seven times, seventy seven times, seven hundred seventy seven times.
Don't be hard. Don't be antagonistic towards yourself. Then u will flower. And in that flowering, you will attract some other flower.
Stones attract stones; flowers attract flowers. And then there is relationship which has grace, which has beauty, which has a benediction in it.
And if u can find such a relationship, ur relationship will grow into prayer, ur love will become an ecstasy and thru love, u will know what God is.
Soul
At least, Dhynalinga Yantra is now with me.
Sadhguru
The whole process of yoga is to create an inner possibility so that being blissful, joyful and peaceful is of ur own nature n not because of something that happens around u. Then ur life is no more a pursuit of happiness - ur life becomes an expression of ur happiness.
Soul
Just now A said he has a colleague who is seeking..but unconcsiously through travel, through relationships....
When I saw it, then I understand...seeking external for happiness..
So, yoga is still the way...
Osho
The search for divinity means only this: I want something so I no longer need to search for happiness outside of myself, so that I find my happiness within myself, so that the fountainhead of my happiness can burst forth within me.
Soul
Another affirmation of my yoga path.
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