Letting go of validation from taking care of difficult people

Oct 25 eve
From FB
God know who belongs in ur life and who doesn't.
Trust and let go, whoever meant to be there will still be there.

Soul
Yea.  Getting it now.

I m glad I did the story on communication, expression of feelings and parameters. Today received message from S and I can ignore it easily especially since the message is still on attacking mode.

Understand why 52 days on Seven of Diamonds.
Whether it is about money, or love, situations will present themselves that test our faith in the abundance of the universe. By realising and releasing our fears, we can transform our attachment into total fearlessness and personal freedom.

Soul
Me letting go of my own image of handling difficult people. I used to take pride in it but now no more. I need not validate myself by taking on such challenges, they are not worth it.
Just like challenges in work drop off when I decided no more; same goes for challenging people too.

Today did my evening walk. It was a happy walk. I can't remember the last time I walked happily. No disturbing tots, not even my non response on the attacking message from S. It no longer bothers me, no more guilt on my side.
I was just feeling happy and singing in my mind. Just in touch with myself. So today not so focus on the trees. I need not detract from my mind as there are no disturbing tots. Just me walking, enjoying myself. It was an effortless 3 cycles despite me wearing sandals instead of sport shoes.

Tomorrow Dhynalinga yantra will be here. There was a miscommunication with A. I asked to buy copper pot but he bought yantra for me instead. I don't even know there is such a yantra until K told me. I don't even know what it looks like.

Like I told K, it's meant for me.

I recalled that since last July I wish for a yantra that I can go to visit, love the energy. I tot only can have in other house as I got no empty room for prayer or sadhana hall.

 Little did I know my wish is granted. I get to have my own Dhynalinga yantra in my room.
I recalled I looked at Dhynalinga with love. I wonder whether it be the same.