Osho and Sahdguru - every death opens a new door (death of coffee and milk)

Nov 17 aft 1

Mind is your business by Sadhguru
The mind knows if u keep ur body still, the mind also naturally become still. That's why asanas is stressed in yoga.

Soul
Yes when I sit in arashidharna. But then when I m 'flying', mind also become still. No wonder both awareness and samadhi path gives the same results.

Now at 2.45 pm and still can't check in but at least the airport is new. I just ate a cup noodle and still don't want to drink coffee or rather didn't think of wanting coffee. The old me would have drank it just like that. It's not that I m stopping myself from having. It's just I don't want to have. I don't want such stimulant in my system.
Feeling bit sad that I lost coffee. Coffee used to be my comfort drink. Now I know it actually doesn't give me comfort, I lost the inclination for it.
Suddenly tot of my Osho tarot card. Death is new beginning.
Mmm, I already know the importance of water and now have a copper pot and Isha's water enhancer.

Direction of growth in ur inner awareness
The Chinese mystic's last surprise
Existence is continuous, it is continuum. There is no single moment's gap in it. No death is death, because every death opens a new door - it is a beginning. There is no end to life, there is always new beginning, a resurrection.
If u change ur sadness to celebration, then u will also be capable of changing ur death into resurrection. So, learn the art while there is still time.
It was not death, it was a new life.

Soul
Death of coffee is totally unexpected.

Now checked in, 4 pm and saw the stall. Lost the inclination to find a restaurant. I can't even take hot chocolate cos I will purge. Don't want to take the chance in flight. Back home I do take hot choc and purged safely two hours later. But now seeing that milk actually do dull my body, that slight inclination also lost too. That leave very little drinks option. Feel as if I m still on Samyama diet. But now worse cos its is coming from my self experience and not from external imposition.

Now reading Mind is your business by Sadhguru and something clicked here.

Mind is your business by Sadhguru
If ur wife or husband left u. If u think logically, "My whole life was to love this person and be with this person and now this person is gone. Where is the reason for me to live? If u go logically, u will commit suicide.
But if ur husband or wife is gone, maybe it is a whole new possibility in ur life. Maybe things u could never imagine will happen to u simply because u are free from one aspect of life. We do not know but it is possible.
If you think hundred percent logically, there is really no possibility of life.

Soul
I got it finally after the loss of Z.  But now the loss of coffee. I just can't imagine my life without coffee.
A returned my message on coffee and said he just drank his first cup after three weeks. He said loss of coffee, a small price to pay for opening the door of perception.
Me, not drinking cos I know not good for body and I don't like the stimulant effect.
Not sure what I be without coffee.

Mind is your business by Sadhguru
Only if you know to what extent ur logic should go and where it should not go, ur life will be beautiful. If u become absolutely logical, there is no beauty to ur life. Everything becomes bare and no good.


Soul
A tot came, yea, perhaps mind can be quiet and I can finally practice Hourly breathing and bring Samyama to my life. My dream is to bring meditation to life. To bring the contentment and joy to life.
So instead of sad about losing my identity on coffee. Why not rejoice that I could finally bring Samyama to life and Kapalvriksha to life too.
After four years of Shakti Chalana Kriya, I finally found the joyful release, that's a miracle.
Being aware must be without stimulants. Like A said, small price to pay.