Once I take care of Me, I no longer be needy of others

Oct 25 mor

This morning was reading FB and saw various messages..
I only know one thing..I follow my path..what makes me happy...
I no longer wants to know why others 'tick'; what matters is what makes me 'tick'.
Once I take care of that, no longer have the hidden neediness that gets itself attach unnecessarily.

Now that I got my freedom from guide...feel bit unsure..but I knew thats my South Node..
What is important to make myself matter to myself....so I no longer have to matter to others...

Now updating my blog and saw this:
Michele Knight
Your Soul Path Journey: It’s not about other people’s values and beliefs, but yours if you have your North Node in Taurus. Your task is to create your own that you live by, stand by and which sustain you and provide you with a deep sense of connection and stability no matter what may be happening externally in your life.

Your South Node: Is in Scorpio, sign of transformation, change, shared resources and also power, manipulation, domination and control. Your journey involves being your own personal agent of change through grounding yourself in your beliefs and values. When you feel secure you have no need to control or manipulate others. In this way you release any negative karma associated with the past.

Soul
Amen.
Father...no longer searching..I have found it...in me..
No longer need to control myself...

This week Osho Tarot's Resolution card already happened..I let go of S and also leadership in Isha.
 Control
Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, flowing, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous - whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing. Then why should you be nervous?

This week Osho Tarot's Internal Influence card also really true..
All of us occasionally reach a point when "enough is enough." At such times it seems we must do something, anything, even if it later turns out to be a mistake, to throw off the burdens and restrictions that are limiting us. If we don't, they threaten to suffocate and cripple our very life energy itself. 

If you are now feeling that "enough is enough," allow yourself to take the risk of shattering the old patterns and limitations that have kept your energy from flowing. In doing so you will be amazed at the vitality and empowerment this Breakthrough can bring to your life.

Soul
Amen...now life is for me..
Father,...my attachment is not to my born family..they never put attachment on me. Infact they are my good karma....I always have freedom with my born family.
In Isha..my family..thats the one I got entangled and I need to let go..and let others grow up..
I used to say they can't let me go...and now I know I too can't let go.
Well, once and for all ends Two of Diamonds.
I will nurture my One of Diamonds by nurturing and loving myself, staying true to my own values eventhough different from others...
Amen....