Main thing is to follow my own values

Nov 6
Body woke up around 4 plus am. But I slept back cos waiting for alarm. After a long while I knew alarm must be off. True enough I put on alarm on Saturday instead. Woke up 5.32 am instead. Sat on the toilet bowl and tot of what G said about us having to do sadhana while others don't and their life seems ok. Then I waived it, we are blessed to find the tools and did a quick cold shower.

Did a quick breathing in arashidharna posture, it was nice. Shakti was good as I was focused. Kapala Bhakti is improving further. Shambavi starts from Suka kriya cos don't have time. Towards the end sitting in arashidharna, just contentment. When I did prayer of thanks, laughter erupted.
There were some past tots but no longer affects me. I am slowly learning the tots are not me. It is truly over.

Got this from Facebook.
What defines a person is not what others may think of them but rather, what they think of themselves.

Soul
Yes. Finally got it.
Also understand what is meant by not following nor resisting other values. Main thing is my values and if happen to coincide with others then it is good.

Adhyatma Upanishad
This is the discovery. The way this world appears today when one sets out on the search is not the way it is after the awakening. All 'my-ness' will disappear. All accumulated concepts will disappear. All one's projections within the world will be destroyed; all one's projections within the world will be destroyed; all one's expectations of the world will drop.
No demands will remain; all one's ideas of finding happiness in the world will vanish, even the illusion that the world gives unhappiness will be destroyed. Any feelings that one has any transactions with the world will also end.

Soul
Wow.
Not sure of the rest. But I want to continue to work on my tots are not me. Since I can't control the generation of tots; must then disown them as I got no control over them.

Adhyatma Upanishad
The very meaning of the glimpse of truth is that the relationship between u and ur world is changed. The world will remain the same as before and the relationship with it will change only when u change.

Soul
Mmm

Adhyatma Upanishad
Happiness and suffering happen due to our past actions. So do not think that physical suffering or happiness will not happen to those who are liberated while living.
Ramana Maharahi died of cancer. Ramana said there is great pain, but it is not happening to me. I am aware that there is great pain happening to the body; I know that there is great pain. I am seeing it, but it is not happening to me.

Now that I am awake, I will understand that the seeds were already sown and now they are reaching their destiny( none of them are mine, I will just go on witnessing. The seeds will sprout, flowers will come, fruits will grow, but I will not gather them. Those fruits will grow and fall of on their own accord and die. My relationship with them will snap. My relationship with them before was of having sown them - now I will not do that again. Thus no further relationship will be formed.