Last closure

Nov 3
Father, thanks for the last closure.

G said that Z's wife is modern and have traditional outlook with same culture. With his mom pressuring him and him wanted to preserve his culture. So, she was a safer option vs me. With her, no change is required.
G said that doesn't mean that Z didn't like me, that our relationship was fake. It is just that he goes for a safer option, no change.
G said she too has to face the ex boyfriend with wife previously. She understand how I feel.

Soul
True. At the moment what he wants is my nightmare. He was to be part of my life. He can't change and don't want to change.

Got this from FB
Ralph Waldo Emerson
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

Soul
Yes

From FB
We have to let go of all blame, attacking, all judging to free our inner selves to attract what we say we want. Joe Vitale.

Soul
Yeas. Focus on visualising my partner going to Kailash next year.

Evening
Now I realised what's my disturbance is about. Both Z and wife looks like perfect couple, both looking glamourous.

Okay now, that's just my past. I love my looks now. Those days of envious feeling no longer there, just memory.

From Facebook
Letting go of ur past is the first step to happiness.

Got this from Facebook
The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all ur flaws, mistakes and flaws and still thinks u are amazing.

Soul
I think I m amazing.
I may not be the normal glamorous beauty, not the usual roses...but I am a lovely tulip.
Not commercial.