Sadhguru - spiritual path is to remain unsettled

Oct 29
Woke up at alarm 4.16 am. Body felt real tired, so I slept back. Body wake up refresh at 5.11 am.
Skip hata yoga, did one cycle of Surya kriya. I can now see that leg alignment is due to bending posture. When my body is bent due to disalignment of hands, then when leg shift out, it follows the hands, goes into disalignment too.
Breathing was nice. Shakti was focused and Shambavi good. Towards the end I learned to watch my breathe. Nice, wish I could sit longer as eyes doesn't want to open.
There were some tots and one or two of the past but I waived them off.

Got this from FB
Jeff Foster
No Relationships ever 'ended'. No two people has ever 'broken up'. We only break up with old images of each other with outdated ideas of what should, could or might have been, with past hopes and plans, with misperception and illusion with 'dreams of a future that was never going to happen anyway'
What we are can never be broken, and relationships never really ends

Ramana Maharishi
You do not really grow by acquiring something or wither away by losing it. U remain what u always are.

Soul
Both so true.
I remind myself that since Yantra can come to me, then my true partner can come to me too.

Mystic musings
This is one reason you are disappointed with life, because u have ur own ideas of what life should be, and also how others should live. Otherwise how can u get disappointed with somebody? Just because somebody is not the way u expect him to be or is refusing to be exploited by u, that's all. If u want to put it bluntly, somebody refuses to be exploited by u or is stupid enough to be exploited by you, so u get disappointed.

Soul
Blunt but true.
We can says that we both break up cos each don't want to be exploited, each wants our own way and it is not the same way.

Mystic Musings
The whole purpose of walking this spiritual path is to remain unsettled, not to settle down into a new situation. It's about living without cocoons. It is about being vulnerable, continuously, by choice. It is like u take off ur armour and bare ur chest, only by choice. Let whatever happen, happen, not because somebody peels it off, but by ur choice.

Soul
Wah, suddenly tot of my this week Laziness card.
Yes, I feel I reach a comfortable place, past is let go, local leadership let go, bad relationships let go and now with yantra, just focus on my sadhana. 
Maybe not so.

Mystic musings
When u refuse to peel it off, maybe somebody or something or even your Guru will try to slowly peel it off once in a while, but somebody peeling it off always hurts.  It is better to peel it off urself.

Soul
Mmm, the ending was imminent. I myself try to end but could do it. In the end done by him. It hurts for a long while. Now no more regrets.