Pluto in Fourth House

Nov 22 eve
I m so lucky I don't work on Friday. Heaviest jam. Took there road all jam. On the road for one and half hour and still far to go. I expect another one hour at least to go.

I m truly lucky to have a 3 days work week.

Cut my hair today, finally back to my regular hair dresser after a few months. My hair looks great now. I m back.

Pluto in Fourth House by Gargothill
Pluto in the Fourth House may also symbolize crisis issues involving protection, security and the home.  At a deeper level, Pluto in the Fourth House is associated with a drive for you to transform your subconscious and entire behavior pattern.
Your psychological crises are also likely to involve a plunging into your subconscious.  You may struggle to purify your subconscious and you may spend a good deal of time "fighting demons" within yourself.
You can realize the transcendent potential of Pluto in the Fourth House when you completely transform yourself from your foundation upward.  With little in the way of support or encouragement, you may bootstrap your consciousness and character to a higher level of consciousness.  You then overcome any false spiritual pride in the realization that you have never been alone in this struggle but that an Inner Power has supported you and still does so.  You develop a profound sensitivity to Truth and you learn to act in accordance with this Truth.  This requires a complete mental deconditioning and the resulting experience of the highest freedom--the freedom to act within the Higher Will.  The alchemy of suffering breeds compassion in your breast.  You learn to tenderly embrace what others hold dear and to "suffer the little children."  Your foundation having been transformed, after this struggle, you quickly ascend to the heights of consciousness.

With Pluto in the Fourth House, the crisis producing and transformative energies of Pluto will act within the context of your home and family life.  In a broader sense, any arena which provides you with protection and security may be vulnerable to crisis and disruption.  Such crises may spring from subconscious motivations or may affect your subconscious, resulting in a psychological crisis.

      When crisis results in transformation, you may find your outlook toward family and tradition profoundly altered.  After a peak crisis, you may feel that your whole essence has been fundamentally changed and that your sense of personal security is no longer dependent upon external nurturing but is rooted in your own sense of Truth.  If you are unable to undergo internal transformation, there is a danger that destructive changes will occur within your family and home environment.

You tend to associate power with preserving personal and emotional security; it is likely to be defensive in nature.  At a higher level, you see power as derived from within, based on a               strong personal foundation.  You are likely to experience a higher Inner Power supportive.  The image of Jesus (or any Holy Being) as a Rock is suggested by this placement.

You may feel that your sexuality is fundamental to your personhood.  Sexuality may also be a strong theme in your experience of the subconscious.




Soul
Perhaps thats why I need my partner.