Saturn in Tenth House - spiritual goal

Nov 20 aft

Environment - Ace of Heart
This is a year when new beginnings in the area of personal relationship will bring many rewards and blessings to u.
Whether u start a new love affair or help bring a new child into this world, this is the time for u to discover just what helps u love yourself the most. This is likely to be a year of joy and pleasure, and the focus will be on you, your needs and attracting to you, other people that will fulfil you on the deepest level.

Venus in Third house
The closer you can attain to pure experiential reality, the closer you may be drawn to your feminine side.  You may also get in touch with the feminine side of your psyche through conversation.

Soul
No wonder I need to write..
And this trip was mainly connection with Linga Bhairavi...
I admit that my femininity is coming up...
I am feeling okay with babies too.

Saturn in Aries in Tenth House
Transcendent Potential
            You can realize the transcendent potential of Saturn in the Tenth House when, rather than being focused on achieving material goals and achieving status in the eyes of the world, you look for something of real value to accomplish.  You then become dissatisfied with the lesser goals of life.  You now set the highest standard for yourself and you set as your goal to attain that standard.   
 This requires a great deal of discipline and even purification.  You must become single-minded in your commitment to your goal.  Nothing must distract you and ultimately, you must have no other goals in your life but the attainment to this Highest of All.  Ultimately, of course, you must give up your own--meaning your ego's--effort and any idea that you can accomplish that Goal.  Only the absolutely Pure can reach to that Level to which you have aspired.

Soul
This relates to my dream of Self Mastery using samadhi method via Isha tools.

Saturn in Aries in Tenth House
Focus of Your Insecurity and Your Challenge to Overcome Limitation
Another manifestation of Saturn in the Tenth House is that, in most of your endeavors, you must overcome some limitation or obstacle in order to succeed.  Therefore, you are continually faced with challenges in life.  This may motivate you to greater success or it may discourage you from trying.

Soul
Tell me about it.
This path via Isha really tested me on my food..and my resistance to Sadhguru
It took me 5 years to finally breakthrough.
Now I have accepted my Guru and my samadhi path

Saturn in Aries in Tenth House
Focus of Your Externally Imposed "Lessons"
            You are most likely to suffer lessons in life that are designed to straighten you out or get you to shape up through or in your career or when trying to achieve something major in your life.  These lessons are most likely to take the form of intractable obstacles or crushing disappointments, although sometimes the lesson is imposed only by a delay in your success.  The lesson may be designed to teach you that you cannot rely solely on your own efforts or to dethrone your arrogance about your status and achievements.  The lesson may also be designed to show you what you can actually accomplish if you make the effort and take a disciplined approach.
Your personality may also express undertones of Saturn-in-Capricorn.

Soul
True..got loads of challenges in my life..but I overcome all.
No more validation required....
Such irony..
I tot a successful relationship with Z was all that I need to overcome my fear of failure
turns out the failed relationship with Z made me stronger and now I know that I don't need a miracle to have a succesful romantic relationship.
And alas I can do kapalvriksha.