Oct 25
Body woke up around 5 am feeling refreshed. But today is off day so I slept back.
Woke up at 7.15, bit lethargic cos slept too much but no drowsiness
Did my 5 cycles of Surya Kriya. Now I can see that the leg alignment is dependent on my standing posture and direction. If I am not standing straight, then foot will be off.
Breathing is lovely.
Shakti was focused...despite the loud drilling noise from neighbour. I just do it slow...
Shambavi was great.
I recalled I was crying just after releasing bhanda lock...just feel born anew...and fresh cries..
When I was meditating..tots just flow..
The last 3 years was on Z....and now its on me...
Towards the end, stillness and later I cried again...feeling bit afraid of the new me...
Read this yesterday and it hit me..
Mystic Musings
In the past, you might have created some riches within you. In this life, you may either add to it or squander it, bu definitely some quality of that will be there in your life, though in unconsciousness it may go to waste. So, because of your spiritual practices, sadhana, those riches may manifest now in terms of material comfort, like a good house, the right right kind of atmosphere or maybe good people around you. In spite of all this, you may not make use of it and just remain complacent. That is the whole cycle.
Why I repeatedly says that the whole game is like the Snake and Ladder game is: you climb the ladder and there you are happy. The very comfort of that comes out of it, that comes out of good karma, may make you complacent, and that is it, down the snake yo go. Then once again suffering comes, you start looking and grow. You may squander it and goes down again.
This is the way of the fool, wasting his energy; but someone who has sufficient intelligence in him should even take each breath as a step towards growth. It is very much possible.
Even after reminding a persons a hundreds of times, if he still does not wake up, if he is still lying down in his comforts, what can we do? He will be lost. He has to suffer once again, and then maybe seek growth.
The whole spiritual process is not happening even to one percent of the population. For all others, when things are going well, they are laughing, and when things go bad, they are crying. There are very few people in the world who, whichever way it is, are okay and balanced. Everything is just another life situation through which they can become free.
The rest of the people are all the type who will go the way the situation pushes them. They are like cattle.
Once you become aware you have to make the little arrangements that are needed to put yourself in the right place. If you know you are a coconut, then you should have fallen at the foothills, not on the mountain top. It is of no use; you can't grow there. You have to roll down somehow. If you have to roll down, maybe you have to lose something. If the coconut has to reach the foothills, maybe a man has to pick it up and bring it down, Maybe he will peel it and take off the skin. You don't know what you will lose. Something will be lost. The man who carries it is bound to take something off.
Life is like that. For whatever you do, you have to pay a price.
Without a price, you get nothing. Whether you pay the price here or there, you can't escape it, you always pay.
Thats the law of karma. There is a price for everything.
What kind of physical situation you land up in have a very strong karmic basis.
The very fact that you are here today proves that your physical situation has been conducive enough to allow you to be here.
There are many who desires to be her, but for many reasons it has not happened for them. They are yet to earn it.
Soul
Reading this...I knew then Z was absolutely not right for me.
I am on spiritual growth path...I would have gone reverse with him.
C always said I m blessed to be able to go to ashram whenever I wanted to.
Now reading this I understand....and I will proceed in my path.
Letting go of Sathsang guide will also helps..cos part of my fear is that the more I progress in my path...the more I need to lead...and thats hold me back.
Now that I am off the leadership...nothing to fear anymore...I can go on my own...as high as I want to be without burden of responsibility...
And the fact that I am so receptive to Sadhguru's energy means that I must have done loads of sadhanas in previous life time...and now won't let it go to waste.
I am now ready to embark on my spiritual path...
Next year is Kailash...go all the way....
And Volume 5 to complete with Communication
Volume 6 will be on my spiritual path...
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