Letting go

Nov 1
Glad I message my brother on our itinerary. He promptly invited me for meals. And when I said I couldn't, they offer to fetch me from airport. Nice, feel welcome.

Woke up around 4 am before alarm but doze cos early. Later wake up at 4.30 am upon alarm.
Guru pooja improving. Surya kriya alignment is much better now that I m aware of starting point error.
Breathing was lovely in arashidharna.
Shakti full of focus
Shambavi was good.
Towards the end, had a lovely, peaceful contentment. I sat for a while.

Mmm, still no mail from the lead. Getting bit edgy. Wish everyone would do their role. Today is Saturn day, King of Clubs.

I calm myself down and checked Osho card.
Letting go
The innocent person is one who has renounced fighting; who is no longer interested in being higher, who is no longer interested in performing, in proving that he is someone special.

To choose this card is a recognition that something is finished, something is completing. Whatever it is - a job, a relationship, a home you loved, anything that have helped u define who you are - it is time to let go of it, allowing any sadness but not trying to hold on.
Something greater is awaiting u, new dimensions are there to be discovered. U are past the point of no return now, as gravity is doing its work. Go with it - it represents liberation.

Soul
Yea. Remember I don't want to be the lead of local Isha. So don't fret; just be at ease. Let others lead. Need not assert my authority. Me doing well may be why others not putting in. Amen.