No regrets on ending

Oct 31
Just changed my alarm to 4.10 am. I had a good one today, did a good Shakti and love the peaceful silence in the end, especially with Arashidharna posture. I m back.
Shakti is great. I m now taking my time to do Shakti instead of rushing it too especially the bhanda locks.
Breathing is so nice with arashidharna posture.
Shambavi good and the finale is so nice. Wish I don't have to wake up. My room is now truly feels like Sadhana hall.

Father, it took me 4 years but I will now do proper Shakti.

Little tots of past comes in. I was able to look and said no more. It is past.
A tot came, everyone is just playing their own scripts. Partners get together when the scripts ties. Z and mine is way apart. Our path is different. Just as I admire Z for holding to his path. I too hold on to mine. His path of chasing his dreams of money and children will be my nightmare. So, truly no regrets on ending. A peace now settle in me. Amen

Perhaps that's the transformation that is in this week Osho tarot cards.
1. Issue
Transformation

2. Internal influence
Possibilities.

3.  External influence
Compromise

4. What is needed for resolution?
Laziness

5. Resolution
Thunderbolt.