Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Robert Holden - allow yourself to feel lovable instead of finding love

Oct 31 eve
Shoonya was a knock out. Samyama in arashidharna posture. Went in deep. So nice, the Dhynalinga Yantra. My wish come true and ever more in my house.

When I was driving back I tot of my first love, the one who opened me up love, A. We never made into first round. I recalled I was very sad and it went on for years. But now looking back I m glad it didn't happen. He is not part of my life to be. If I had been with him, I would not be on yoga spiritual path.
The same will happen to Z. He too was not meant to be. His dream is my nightmare. And I would not move forward. And the Dhynalinga yantra coming to me proves that.

Saw this in Facebook.
Robert Holden
No one can love you more than yourself and get away with it.

I was talking to a friend about finding love and feeling lovable yesterday. She has been waiting for a long time finding love so that she can feel lovable.
Now she has changed all that. Now she is allowing herself to feel lovable and guess what she is finding.

Soul
This is speaking my heart. I have come to this realisation recently.
Today S gave an SOS message.  I fulfill her request but I didn't contact her. I remember the many times I faced on her dramas and I no longer want to be a part of it. I love myself not to go back to an unloving friendship. I wanted to let go long time but just couldn't. And now nothing hold me back.
I feel loved by myself. No longer need to change, to prove myself. I Am.

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