Osho - too much changes creates division inside you

Nov 18 eve

Father, a real breakthrough. I took courage and told her how I feel whenever she jump to conclusions that I am the one who mis-communicated.

Just realised she said "enough of this drama". Now I know she was referring to me. That's why she let me go. She had enough.

Father, yes. I need to assert myself. These incidents has happen many times and I always felt hurt but I never told her. Today I was able to. And she responded by letting go. That's her call. My call is to assert myself emotionally.
I know my statement was not emotional but she must have 'hit' it with other prior incidents. Looks like we both can't work together anymore.

Secrets of yoga by Osho
Somehow every 3 years, people in the West change partner, change jobs. People go on; they become almost vagabonds. That creates division inside u.
The constant change simply means that ur mind is feverish. U cannot stay long at anything; then ur whole life become a life of continuous change - as if a tree being uprooted again and again and again, and never gets the right time to send its root deep down into earth. The tree will be alive only its name sake. It will not be able to bloom, not possible, because before flowers come, the roots have to settle.


Soul
That's my Ruling Ace of Diamonds.