North Node in Aries

Dec 23 aft

Read in the book that the other nodes is also reflective of us, albeit at a lower scale. Jan Spiller said she learned from the other nodes. So, I now start to read the other nodes and true enough I can see myself in them.

Jan Spiller
North node in Aries
Their motive of wanting to give is correct but if they are trying to give when they feel drained, at best, they are only creating a superficial harmony. Every time they become too outwardly focused, appreciating others and not valuing themselves. They don't want to be with people when their dark side is showing - it doesn't reflect the supportive, loving person they feel they should be - so they tend to feel guilty and go off by themselves.
Actually when the dark arises within them, its a good sign. It is the neglected part of them demanding attention. When they turn within and begin consciously loving themselves, noticing their own beauty and taking care of themselves, the demon melt away. Thus North node in Aries people need to regularly take time to focus on themselves and see what they need to do support themselves. Then they will be able to interact with others from a place of internal strength and harmony. When they feel an inner resistance to giving, it is a signal to pull back and begin taking care of themselves.

Soul
Yeap this is me too. Had many such episode when I was doing lead volunteering for local Isha.
Now completely out. Doing only when I want to. Amen.

North node in Aries
For those folks, being drained and being overly excited are two sides of the same coin; not dealing with what's happening in the moment. They have either given too much of themselves and feel drained, or given too little and absorbed others' energy, so they feel overcharged. Both reactions are a by-product of not being present or grounded in their bodies and responding to situation moment by moment as a separate person.
The balance lies in being consciously aware of others' energy without being consumed by it. Aries North node need to stay connected to their own power and be in touch with what they can comfortably contribute. The idea is to share their talents freely, to be of service, and to give from the heart without trying to be more - or - less than they actually are.


Soul
So me. My issue was on validation.
The last two months after stop doing plough back on its own has given me back my grounding.
I feel more grounded. Not rushing into anything. More conscious of my need of seeking self valuation by peer validation.

North node in Aries
Their challenge is to maintain the integrity of their own being. They must  give up trying to manipulate the other person's view of them and focus instead on being themselves with as much as authenticity and integrity as possible.

Soul
Me opening up in personal and romantic relationship.
Mmm maybe the fear in the pool is me being authentic.

Routines for North node in Aries
To stay grounded they need to be aware of their bodies. Allowing their bodies to be a natural boundary that gives them a sense of self. They have a tendency to get "into" other people's consciousness and lose their own center. So its healthy for them to exercise regularly in order to stay more grounded and experience the feeling of balance and harmony they need.


Soul
That's my receptivity.
Hata Yoga is good for me.

North node in Aries
Rather than floating in and out of other people's energy and consciousness, a routine helps enhance their own identity.
They can go to their place of worship, meditation, a healthy breakfast, walking the dog and etc. Routine helps enhance their own identity.

Soul
Glad of my meditation, Saturday swim and Sunday walk, my pre-sleep time with the Shrine and now three times pooja with sannidhi.
Me moving from Ace to Queen.