Asserting my right to close friend - liberation

(sms With Close friend)

Soul to Close friend
Hi. There is a preview of my meditation course next week. Do u wan to attend? At least u can see what m involved in :)

Close friend to SOUL
Am starting work next weekend at midvalley so may not be able to. Tks 4 the invite.

SOUL to Close friend
Its in d evening. Hope u can join so u know what is my path now. It is not easy for me but I like to open up myself to u so u can see who I am now, instead of seeing the old Soul.

Close friend to Soul
My comments to u last sat were motivated by love n I sincerely apologise if the delivery failed 2 carry that sentiment. Contrary to ur perception, I've always loved the 'old' Soul. There's no need to understand ur new path to love u. Question is do u love yourself enough not to need validation fm someone who u perceive to be always judging u?

SOUL to Close friend.
This is so like u. Instead of askin urself why u always judging me, u now said its my issue n I hav to look at myself. I love myself enough n even u to send out the sms despite being furious for the last 2 days. But I look beyond my anger n told myself that its becos m not open wit u that I allow the fship to be so one-sided. U hav no qualms tellin me that I need to improve and me don't dare to tell u that u too needs improvement.

Close friend to Soul
Hv reflected seriously on ur strong outburst. I must hv been quite insensitive not 2c ur anger n resentment towards me 4 so long. I guess it's bcos I've always played the role of the teacher where u r concerned. I do know my own weaknesses n areas 4 improvement but being ur self- appointed guru I need 2 maintain that high priestess role. :-) I've agonized over my dialogues with u many times but can't seem 2 stop 'preaching' 2u everytime we meet. I now realise this role gave me a 1-up feeling over u n boosted my ego. Thank u 4 'waking' me up b4 I develop into an intolerable ego maniac. I'm truly sorry 4 all the hurts I've caused u. I appreciate ur honesty n would hate 2 lose ur friendship. Hope u can find it in ur heart 2 forgive me.

Soul to Close friend
Sorry jus saw d msg. I love u for who u are n hav already forgiven u when I send d earlier invite sms. But when u start to preach again, I blow up. The main reason I always hold back is that I valued ur fship despite the hurt u caused me everytime u preached. So, let's start afresh. But I don't need a teacher and hope u can let our fship continue on equal footing cos I m a full grown now n I can hold my own.

Close friend to Soul
Tks pal. Am happy to start on a clean slate. Promise 2b more vigilant of my "preacher" tendency in future. I give u full permission to tell me off the minute I start 2 "sermonise". :-)

Soul to close friend
Jus finished my meditation. Thanks for d permission, it wil helps cos it is very difficult for me to u off :)

Soul - m real glad. I have truly grown up. The real one is dead. Ironic, for one who doesn't care abt authority but I do hav authority issue, especially when its internal, people I knew.
I know the old rship is past. Its true Close friend will relapse, but m stronger now n wil be able to tell her off if she preached again.